Body language says a lot about a person

Thoughts speak volumes
And you wear your emotions on your face
Longing to be clothed in grace
And tactfulness
But you stand still
And stumble over
Other people's ideas trying to keep your own

Trying to find truth in the unseen and unknown
Because what is shown are mere traditions
Coming from where your from

Some things are not better left unsaid
But they go unheard anyway
Silence
confinements and restraints on the way you conduct your free flowing thoughts

And you were taught to let go of what gives you life
Questions go unanswered and unasked
And the last thing you want is to move too slow
Or too fast
And deep breaths bring in the uncleanness of the past
And the last thing you want to do is end up cast out

The parable of 2 worlds

Misunderstood and misconstrued by her reality
Lost in translation and degraded by false mentalities
Separated from the Truth for so long she started to doubt
Until she got down one day and prayed for a way out
Prayers answered
Eyes opened to the Truth
She could See
No longer ashamed of being naked
It was no longer a physical thing

In battle we fight
We bleed and we die
But we rise like the sun in the morning sky
Like smoke and hope and heat
We have a lot in common
Too deep for understanding
Defeat is not real
Feelings and logistics
Live and Be

Separated by the boundaries
Between my skin and Spirit
They long to dwell in peace and yet they fight for my heart
My flesh longs to tear it to pieces with divisive thinking
And being in the middle my soul cries out
Just surrender
But neither gives in
Strong Spirit
Steady warrior
I cry tears of light
That excuse themselves from the depth of my being
Because they've found themselves
Buried for too long
And my flesh longs to overpower
But I refuse to be subdued by desires
The fire burns brighter in the day time
In the night my Spirit fights on