Not everybody understands.
Not everybody cares.
Some think your weak
Some think your strong
Not many believes what your going through.
Not many wants to believe what your going through.
It's not up to everybody else.
It's all about your own thoughts & feelings.
Don't let others tell you how your feeling or how you should feel.
Believe in your own emotions & embrace them.
One day you may feel nothing.

All the love you gave,
All the power you made.
You manipulated me in a strange sort of way.
Why do I feel so strong for the person that ruined my life?
You've kept me as a prisoner in my own mind since I was 13 years of age.
I should of known better than to believe you.
I still hold on to
your evil nasty untrue words.
You groomed me & don't regret it.
I always hoped I'd of found you & got my answers.
Now I hope your lay 6ft under, trapped in your own soul not being able to rest.
Now it's time to say goodnight to the world and finally get my peace.

You stole my heart
You stole my future
Your stole my innocence
You stole my faith
You stole my childhood
You've stolen my adulthood.
I'm never get it back il have to live with what you did every day.
I've loved you
I've hated you
Now I don't even know you.

As I lay in bed wondering what could if been,
 I sense a smell around me.
Knowing it you, I curl up into a ball a try to hide away from your presences.
 I know your there but your not here.
You could give me some indication to answers to my questions. 
I know you won't but I hope and pray every night.
It's ok for you as we all know your just a monster of the night.

You shattered my hopes
You shattered my dreams.
My world came crashing down all at the age of 19.
I thought you was my world,
I thought you was my prince.
At the ages or 11 & 13.
You was the one,
I thought at 16 we would be living the dream.
My hopes and dreams was shattered again.
My heart was broken.

I know you loved me but I don't know why.
All for your selfish needs.
You was here but now your not.
Now I'm sat peiceing my life together.
Wondering where your at.
There's always one peice missing which I know it's you.
I'm never have that again.
I wish you was here or I wish I was there.
Id love to be held one last time, to hear my name come out if your mouth.

It strange how I still sit and think about you,
As I wonder what we could of been?
I sit deep in thought thinking we could of been everything.
Then my mind takes me back to how you tried to run away with me.
You've destroyed my mind.
I'm not innocent anymore.

Do you sit and think of me?
Do you remember what you've done?
I do wonder if you ever sit in deep thought and think what we could of been.
Do you sit and think about us.
Do you wonder where I am?
Do you regret what you did.
Maybe I was foolish to think a man like you could fall in love with a girl like me.

I will always believe you loved me.
I can't never think you took advantage of a young girl.
We all know the truth deep down.
Do you remember me but never miss me?

Il never see you,
Il never hold you,
Il never laugh with you,
Il never hear you,
Il never be with you,
Il never know you,


You tried to take me away,
Your tried to take my life,
You destroyed my thoughts,
You destroyed my feelings,
You destroyed my mind,
You destroyed my innocence.

You ruined my love.
You ruined my heart.
You ruined my future.

Il never know you like i use to.
You ran away.