My selfish interlude starts at the the end
I want to fly into the heavens with my arms wide open but I can only free fall to hell
Startled I begin to close my eyes and scream but I cannot breathe
Trying to yell for strength
I hear a voice saying hold your breath then splash into the water I go not knowing what is in store for me
To my relief I am so grieved
Not knowing I was always in his clutches burning
I always go-to bars to get rid if these scars that I can no longer bare

We all have are pros and cons running around in circles not knowing what to do.
Take a breathe.
Relax I will be there to help you through.
Being Fragile and trying not to shiver so you won't brake, but it is so hard when there are so many cold hearted people out there in the world.
I will be there to comfort you to keep you warm.
Stable.
We will survive the night from fright.
My pro's and con's was to keep a promise and I am sorry.

Suffering and not being able to fight for what is real.
Trapped in a small hole.
The depression starts to pour in.
Not looking we might die.
Gripping the peddles of fate.
Death said he's coming to get me, but that's  when the artillery started up.
Fear hits in. 1 bomb 2 bomb.
Are we all going to die.
no he want's me.
So when I run and hide he will find me and I will scream, but no one can hear  me.
What do I do?
I don't know.

Lifework is all we need. Let all the words fly away. Likewise we are all alike. Halos and horns we all have. We live to be us. Some live to be what others see us as.

When the world crumbles to the red fire.
Get to the top and pray that you stay alive another day.
In the depth of are death.
Dark nights.
I really ain't psychotic, I'm just crazy.
Tell them I am coming back.
I'll destroy the day you became my love.
My dedication to you destroyed my life.
Am I psychotic for loving you.
If I go to hell heaven will be the excuse that I will use.
Likewise we rot.
Payback is coming, watch out.
Don't pray to god when you **** everything.
Don't act like you don't know.
I came for my payback.
I am in my illusions.
Lost in wonderland.
It's not a game we play.
I killed the king.
Violence is psychotic.
When we run we die.
I can't decide if we are likewise.
We live in pain, but it is better to live in a life with pain then a life without pain.
Feelings interrupt the mind.
Breathing stops when your dead.
Game changes are only for sports, not life.
Dazed and confused all of the drama must pass soon or well be all buddy buddy.
  They don't know what I've been through.

Do we get better in time or do we just think that we do?

Are dreams something that can effect reality?

Getting stuck in a sticky situation hurt's everyone, or does it?

Do people think things that aren't true?

Do we just live one day just to die another?

Wish

I wish I didn't do it but I did.
I wish I had ten more wishes.
I wish I had another test I bet I would do better.
I wish that there was nothing I can't do.
I wish that I could wish upon a star.
I wish I could control you over an open flame.
I wish I could be you.
I wish I could live forever.
I wish that I could wish for you.