My heart falls fast and my eyes slide slow to the sound of the song three summers ago.

My body was small but my spirit was big, head full of air . When me and my buddy lit a cig.

We seemed so tough, so much bigger than the earth
How can it contain us with our egos giant girth

Each night I would gaze to the clock in my room. Awaiting the time to escape. The ground mirrored by the moon

We would drive with no direction. Some metaphor of us. Every quarrel we were in we never seemed to fuss

Being young was the time when worry was not a word. And things we should have remembered were never quite heard

They told us our friends would be gone once we left. I discarded the comment, out of my mind it was swept.

Two years away doesn't seem all the long. But that's al it takes for your friends to be gone.

Looking back now on the words that they spoke. I realize their true.My eyes tear and throat chokes

Now when I listen I understand what they say, and those words I bestow. To the days of that year three summers ago.

Laying on the bed, gazing through the pains of glass to the snow.
Hitting the bushes of time 6 feet down below.
Two months before the tips were covered with colorful cue, and oceany blue.
After the favorite month that reminds me of you.
Summer.

Summer is a time, where the birds sing at the light.
Crawling critters and caddydids, dance to the moon late at night.

The scorching rays that beat down on my shoulders make me drip.
After working for an old lady that always told me to "take a sip"
swiping the keys and slipping from sight to escape the fight.
I'm gong to go see Nicole tonight.

Her eyes met mine in the air that seemed like oceans from her hair
Her smiling reaching cheek to cheek.
The sun cant compeat
This girl is my light, she's radiating with heat.

I grab your side and slide in behind you.
Holding you close under the sunburst sun, you know what to do.
As the fireworks burst from
Our lips to our tongues.

Wake back up to the real month it's is.
All I can do is think o her kiss.
Ill see you again I told her.
That's why my favorite season  is summer.

I can't recall what made me spark, that night at kyles left a mark.
A mark of a memory deep in my brain.
One simple second I couldn't refrain.

Your arms spread wide , as wide as the car.
And I grinned like I do at the beauty you are.

I looked deep in your eyes as I grazed down your hip.
I hesitated in fear that I would mess up or trip.
Two ends of a magnet our body's seemed to fuze.
So perfect the Angels we highly amused.
Dancing and hoping my heart seemed to beat.
Beating so fast to the hands ,so much heat, on on my neck.

So elegantly placed and fitted in feathered.,
Like a puzzle piece,  eaisly put back together.
Distance won't be any trouble you ****. Cause we have the most amazing hug.

5 times is enough and you gave  it to me.
But I messed it All up with some foreign disease.
tricked with my mind I was in a box like a mine .
Face covered in fake with  no escape
But someday ill travel back in time
Never let your love sleep and drip through like its slime


I find it hard to stray away from your heart
Every lyric that drips from tears to my car
When I pulled to your drive two summers ago
My throat seemed to seize from the words that I told.
I tripped on my speech like I child in snow
I'm a shallow man with a pitiful soul
Please , i beg don't tell me to go.

No calls or no letter I'm the one to
Blame
But my desk in my mind has thousands     In your name.
Don't think that I don't picture you hear
As I drowned
Into sorrow with a 2 dollar beer
Your eyes are burnt to the back of my brain
I've been tellin my self I'm still the same
But others around me say my spirit has changed
Lost the glow that I had from the laughter you brought
To the childish lessons to me that you tought
Back then I was blind from the sun that you are
Now your two hundred  miles to far

The drive makes no difference if I can't make it right
Make excuses to hide from my sub conscious fright

Maybe a poem or song could explain it to you
If I traveled through time
That theirs nothing this man won't do.
I have a pitiful soul

How many times will I glance towards your way.
In hopes our eyes will meet among the crowd.
I have every word planned in rhythm from my name to a date and day, but somehow my throat zieses to say.

I don't wanna waist one more night lonely in my room in hopes that you will somehow find me.
This world it crumbles in hope of Fate but the move is mine it's plain to see.
Tomorrow ill be in your path once more , you make me wanna sing.
After a slip quick act of my heart I leap to your seat.
I say hello and you flash your ring., I frown and look at my feet. .. She'll be hard to beat.
The last few nights Lost in dream, don't know what to say.
"If you just would have glanced my way."