Would you end your life
If ment you could be with me
Would you slit your wrist
If it ment we could be free

Close your eyes and
Lie with me
as we drink our poisen
Take our last breath
As our souls are set free

For this is not the first time
This has happened to us
And it will not be the last time
For all things to be just

Close your eyes and
Lie with me
as we drink our poisen
Take our last breath
As our souls are set free

Your kiss is a shadow of fear that
surrounds me
The blood of that fear consumes me
You've become the air I'm breathing
As I've become the song your singing

We run through the door
Throwing our clothes on the floor
We jump into bed
And pull the covers up over our head
We cuddle all through the night
Nothing else has ever felt this right
As long as it's you by my side
I will never feel hurt inside

Your love is like a poisen that keeps running thru my vains
I know I shouldn't taste it but my life would never be the same
Blood is the bridge that binds us together
While the past is what keeps us
apart

We run through the door
Throwing our clothes on the floor
We jump into bed
And pull the covers up over our head
We cuddle all through the night
Nothing else has ever felt this right
As long as it's you by my side
I will never feel hurt inside

Every time I look into your eyes
that is when I realize
Your as much a part of me
as I am of you
Without us in eachothers lives
A part of our soul would surly die!

We run through the door
Throwing our clothes on the floor
We jump into bed
And pull the covers up over our head
We cuddle all through the night
Nothing else has ever felt this right
As long as it's you by my side
I will never feel hurt inside

Your blood is like a poisen I know I should not taste
With every breath I breathe, it's  become something I don't want to waste

We run through the door
Throwing our clothes on the floor
We jump into bed
And pull the covers up over our head
We cuddle all through the night
Nothing else has ever felt this right
As long as it's you by my side
I will never feel hurt inside

Im tempted by your poisen even though I know what's in store
With every day I find myself always wanting more
My soul has become very fragiel
If you touch it, it will break

Why did you have to go
You've left me all alone
There's no one home but you
What am I supposed to do
Everything reminds me of us
All others have turned to dust

But I'm still here
I fall into your arms
I become lost in our fear
I fall into your arms
The scent of you is near
I fall into your arms
You wipe away all my tears

I never want this to end
Please tell me, when did it begin
All I ever want to do
Is to be near you
Don't push me away
I'm on my knees begging you to stay

But I'm still here
I fall into your arms
I become lost in our fear
I fall into your arms
The scent of you is near
I fall into your arms
You wipe away all my tears

As I lay alone in my bed
Images of you run through my head
I can't stand this hurt inside
Every day you ask me to live a lie
When the night turns to day
All my pain will go away

But I'm still here
I fall into your arms
I become lost in our fear
I fall into your arms
The scent of you is near
I fall into your arms
You wipe away all my tears

I would gladly sell my soul
If it ment you'd never go
Your a part of me now
As we take our final vow
I would sacrifice it all
Just to be by you side
through the long hall

But I'm still here
I fall into your arms
I become lost in our fear
I fall into your arms
The scent of you is near
I fall into your arms
You wipe away all my tears

I'm still here
I'm not kissing you goodby
I'm willing to live a lie
I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here

Today I finally realized
With tears in my eyes
Everything that we have done
Must some how end
And we can't even be ****** friends

Slit my wrist
Watch me bleed
Pain and pleasure
It's what we need
I need this drug
It a pleasure I love

How did it come to this
Something I knew could never exist
This ****** phase has got to pass
We knew something this good
Was never gonna last

Slit my wrist
Watch me bleed
Pain and pleasure
It's what we need
I need this drug
It a pleasure I love

I had never felt this way befor
You always left me wanting more
Everything is a ****** reminder
Of what you told me we were

Slit my wrist
Watch me bleed
Pain and pleasure
It's what we need
I need this drug
It a pleasure I love

Everything I ****** do
Was all because I wanted you
Did we really think it could work

You keep tearing me up inside
No matter what I do
All you think is that I lied

There is nothing I can do
Nothing seems to be
good enough for you

With every day I seem to loose
a part of me
Always trying to make you see

I just want this hurt to go away
But no matter what I do
It only wants to stay

Can't you see what your doing to us
Every pain Ive ever felt is nothing comared to this
I trully feel like my heart is about to bust

If there was ever a time when a little girl
needed her grandma that time is now
Grandma if you can't be here
Can't you just show me how
Your the one who always made me
feel so good
It's like there was no one else
Who ever understood

For the first time in my life
I have started to feel strong
But it's like someone or something
Needs to prove me wrong

It's keeps effecting me in a way I've never felt before
Ripping and cutting me right  down to the very core

My grandma was always telling me I was the peacemaker
More then ever I wish that she was here when I needed her

Things that use to cause me pleasure
Are starting to cause me pain
Is the obsession of wanting to be pretty making me only seem vain

If I teach you anything I want to teach you to learn from my mistakes
Do whatever you can do whatever it takes

I don't want my children to go through what I've gone through
That is why every choice I now make I'm alwasys thinking of you

Lately I ve felt tattered and torn
Like I'm two people
One trying to forget all the bad from the past
And the other wanting all the good things to last

How can I get both
While still holding on to me
Or do I just let go
And what will be will be

All any of us ever want
Is for the good to surive
And all the bad things
To be buried alive

I know i need to let you go
But it is so hard
So many of these things
Have made us who we are

Who will conqure in the end
An will you still want to be my friend