No one can truly ever know the pain one has felt.
For so many things in ones life can cause ones pain
All one ever really hopes for is to find and be truly happy
As a child happiness may seem like it comes from one thing.
As an adult happiness may seem like  it comes from something  totally different.
But in the end true happiness is what we all seek.
And we all seek it in some form of love.
For ever since i was a little girl all i dreamed if was this:
Finding this most amazing love.
Someone that would love me more then anything.
Ive been sad for as long as i can remember. Longing for this one true love. Needing it craving it longing for it. But i think today i finally realized all the pain and hurt i have caused myself in hopes of finding it. That truly in order to find the love i so badly want and crave. I must learn to love myself. Or i will never be able to trust that another could every truly love me.

❤I walk alone this lonely road
My heart is strong
My love never grows old
Even when your love is gone
Ill walk this road alone

Im an angel with broken wings
But my love will never fade
You love me, you need me, you hurt me
And when this angel is gone youll beg her to stay

Ill be the air that you breath
Just when you start to have doubts
Im all that you'll need
Im the one thing you cant live without
our souls were once complete

Im an angel with broken wings
But my love will never fade
You love me, you need me, you hurt me
And when this angel is gone youll beg her to stay

You were all that i need
Even with all of your doubts.
Im broken and its so hard to breath
And i know this will never work out.

Im an angel with broken wings
But my love will never fade
You love me, you need me, you hurt me
And when this angel is gone youll beg her to stay

❤I can't get you out of my thoughts, your everywhere I turn. The way
you look, the way you smell, I wonder how you taste.
You're always in my heart no matter how far you are
We can take it further in the bathroom at the bar

We go together like pleasure and pain
I'm connected to you like the needle in my vein
When I'm inside you, my darkness turns to light
We both become creatures of the night

When I'm with you it's hard to think, the way you make me feel is so
unreal,
I wish we could have just one night,
The thought of you inside of me just feels so right

We go together like pleasure and pain
I'm connected to you like the needle in my vein
When I'm inside you, my darkness turns to light
We both become creatures of the night

Sometimes all I can think about,
Is the chance of one more night
All I'm left with is words on paper and you dispersing in the moonlight

We go together like pleasure and pain
I'm connected to you like the needle in my vein
When I'm inside you, my darkness turns to light
We both become creatures of the night

I want to lick you and take you far
As I watch while you play your guitar
If you only knew what you do to me
What more do I need to do
To make you see

We go together like pleasure and pain
I'm connected to you like the needle in my vein
When I'm inside you, my darkness turns to light
We both become creatures of the night

If you were to drink my blood like it was wine
Would it mesmerize you to be totally mine
When I think about you and your body there is just so much
Of you I want to taste and touch

We go together like pleasure and pain
I'm connected to you like the needle in my vein
When I'm inside you, my darkness turns to light
We both become creatures of the night

I wish there was some way to make you see
Just how talented you are and how you motivate me
I just want to always be in your mind
Like your always in mine

❤****

Like you
Iike me
Like everything that we wanted to be
Like love
Like us
Like our souls as they turn to dust

Love you
Love me
Love everything that we wanted to be
Love love
Love us
Love our souls as they turn to dust

Lost you
Lost me
Lost everything that we wanted to be
Lost love
Lost us
Lost our souls as they turn to dust

Hate you
Hate me
Hate everything that we wanted to be
Hate love
Hate us
Hate our souls as they turn to dust

**** you
**** me
Kil everything that we wanted to be
**** love
**** us
**** our souls as they turn to dust

*******
**** me
**** everything that we wanted to be
**** love
**** us
**** our souls as they turn to dust

❤Your kiss is a shadow of fear that
surrounds me
The blood of that fear consumes me
You've become the air I'm breathing
As I've become the song your singing

We run through the door
Throwing our clothes on the floor
We jump into bed
And pull the covers up over our head
We cuddle all through the night
Nothing else has ever felt this right
As long as it's you by my side
I will never feel hurt inside

Your love is like a poisen that keeps running thru my vains
I know I shouldn't taste it but my life would never be the same
Blood is the bridge that binds us together
While the past is what keeps us
apart

We run through the door
Throwing our clothes on the floor
We jump into bed
And pull the covers up over our head
We cuddle all through the night
Nothing else has ever felt this right
As long as it's you by my side
I will never feel hurt inside

Every time I look into your eyes
that is when I realize
Your as much a part of me
as I am of you
Without us in eachothers lives
A part of our soul would surly die!

We run through the door
Throwing our clothes on the floor
We jump into bed
And pull the covers up over our head
We cuddle all through the night
Nothing else has ever felt this right
As long as it's you by my side
I will never feel hurt inside

Your blood is like a poisen I know I should not taste
With every breath I breathe, it's become something I don't want to waste

We run through the door
Throwing our clothes on the floor
We jump into bed
And pull the covers up over our head
We cuddle all through the night
Nothing else has ever felt this right
As long as it's you by my side
I will never feel hurt inside

Im tempted by your poisen even though I know what's in store
With every day I find myself always wanting more
My soul has become very fragiel
If you touch it, it will break

This place in my heart.
Where noone has ever been.
Our first kiss
Our first night together.
Nothing will ever compare
I love everything about you

The thought of us
And what we have
Is more perfect then
Anything
And you're everything
Ive ever hoped for

Ive never opened up
To anyone like i have with you
You comfort me just with your love
I feel so secure knowing i am yours and you are mine
And that our love can stand all test of time.

The thought of us
And what we have
Is more perfect then
Anything
And you're everything
Ive ever hoped for

Just know that if i tend to seem a little sad now and then.
That its only because i just love what we have. And it means so much.
But know that i can deal with any sadness i might ever feel. Knowing that one day we will be together and im all you'll ever want or need.
Baby just don't ever give up on me.

My words they don't always come out right
So I should probably just say good night

You pour your poison on my open wounds Just to see me scream
Every thing we thought we knew was a dream within a dream

All I need is for you to help me see
For your the only one to make me complete

So when you close your eyes please think of me
For your the only one who can truly set me free

Take me away to our far away place
To a land where the only thing I see, is your face

You've completed me in a way that seems so unreal
And the only one who has ever helped me deal.

Baby I love you and I know you love me
And together as one soul we will finally be free.