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falling backwards
off a cliff
into time
i do drift
my eyes hurt
it's an eclipse
of my whole life
dust into mist
i just wish
i didn't exist
i just wish
i had my wish
i just wish
you cared a little bit
about my tears
about my pain

everything i want
oh how it slips
right off my hand
i've lost my grip
on my own voice
i do trip
i never speak up
i admit

in my heart
i feel a pit
at my past
i feel stupid
all i do
is cry
i cry for
all my life
i cry alone
the sobs echo
i feel the pain
i feel the fear
every day
every year

time flies by
like a bee
i grow tall
like a tree
i will fall
i will go
i will die
feeling lost
i made a song about you
i wish you were to listen
I let loose, untie the noose from my neck
I feel cold, I feel bold and *****
I tolerate all the hate and disrespect.
I'm one with the void of abuse and neglect
There's no one who will help or protect
I can't be saved from the actions of men
They do the same thing time and time again,
I know it's all my fault, so I come to a halt
dropping down ******* my knees on the soft asphalt,
My heart is warm but hard like basalt,
The taste of love is like a rock of salt,
on my tongue, while I'm naive and young,
I crave all the love in the world.

And it leaves me empty
I'm always at rock bottom.
And I'm never getting up,
I can't bring myself to **** myself,
so I'm never giving up
I'll never be with anyone,
but I'll always give love
Because dark hearts can be good hearts;
let's not rely on body parts
Kindness is a lost art, on the inside
what are you really like inside?
I can show you my void and invite you to love it,
But I'll know nothing will come of it
you put everything on me, push it and shove it,
but I'm still alive nontheless
And I'll always want revenge.
Even if it is my end
I won't rest till' you make amends.
drinking poison till' I'm gone,
I won't be happy anyway,
so I might as well hold on to my resentment,
And hell can close it's gates,

Because I'm already behind those dark bars,
Feeling like a dark star
People don't know what souls are,
when yours is tortured long enough,
you'll go far
trust me, this is a dark art,
because all good hearts are dark hearts,
living life is a dark art.
How do I make things italic?
In the end,
I know that
I never truly loved you.

All I wanted
was myself
the person you took away when you abused me
i know that
i'm not light enough
for you to love me.

it's not a secret
you have to hide.
I often wish
that I was a part
of the 11%
that take their own life.
I don't think
you ever realized
nor did I,
that after
every time
you used me,
you insulted me,
you mocked me,
you abused me,
after every time
you ignored me
and hurt me
and broke my heart
you manipulated me
after every single
******* time
you tried to call me
your ******* friend
afterwards
you never thought
that I'd turn around
and attempt
to try to ******* **** you.

If you were dead,
I'd feel relived
yet I'd be saddened
by the fact
that I can't feel
your miserable
worthless flesh
with more pain
and misery
and regret.

I have absolutely
no sympathy for you.
I'm cold
I feel nothing
I'm ruined
I'm destroyed
I'm violent
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