I won't live for long
Everything goes out
And nothing enters in
This alien mind I harbor
Confuses virtue for sin
And everyone's a bore.
5 a.m., another sleepless night.
Another class of monetary allowance
Wasted
When is Wednesday
Wait until Wednesday
Not to swallow the blue pills
While the stars scream.
Out run your head
"You'll live"
As I **** my lungs often.
Full of exhaustion
From sleeping too much.
Just bury yourself
Like the spring seeds
And rot like a corpse
To transmute
Into an ethereal
West wind.
Goodnight
Turn off the voice mail
And turn down the volume
Of the voices in your head
My thoughts expand
Into clouds
While I cry out loud
Am I clean enough?
Safety sleeps
In your cigarette eyes
I fell in love again.
Daily really
Take the prescribed bottle
The good intentions will
Eat you alive.

Well
You are the ash tray keeper
And your hands smell like fire
I hear sweet necter
Of alcoholic burns
And the needed guns
Fly into space.
God
Who knew?
I forgot the words
To the porch builder's number
And I tanget cried
To the candle light.
Give me smoke
And french tunes.
I am in a prison of ever
Moving matter.
Abuse your lungs
And fill your stomach
With regret
And euphoria
"Are you okay?"
*******,
I am happy
In a weird way and
I'm not complaining.
My bones chill
To your auburn
Gold crest eyes.
I sing to the moon
In this wooded cocoon
I wrap myself in wind
And stone
Goodnight
My caterpillar
See you in the morning rise.

So my grandmother has had
Electroshock therapy
And I'm on the similar route
They ask me
"Why can't you be happy?"
You are manic depression,
I get it.
You need to live a normal life
Just please leave me alone.

With flying fingernails
And black beards
I can be your rebel.
Sparkly sunshine
and hatted rain.
Shaded feet
With grass stains.
I love you dearly.
With eyes as dark as the
Evergreen bark
The ecology of us
Mixed like the oil paints
Seeping further into my rug
Burn marks
You have become my bower
The knell to my lark.
The moon strikes power
Into my deteriorating heart.
I think that ****** it up.
...wait there it goes.
O'halloran sing my lullabys
As he sinks into my pelvis and thighs
That wasn't ****** I swear
I just thought you were aware
That when you love another
*** becomes inferior
I feel you and
that is what it remains
I love you.

The skin on my cheeks sting
With frozen kisses
As the sky sinks into the grave
my throat burns with ice
With each exhale I take of you
No more cigarettes
The pines take me higher
As I melt into the dirt
Breathe
The air, rough with ash
Keeps me moving
End
Nearby
The car slams
Metal on material I feel no good
No more cigarettes
Sniffing electric on brim
Blow it out
Sun blood flow
Fresh mountain eggs grow
I'm alive I think.
Good morning me.
I see you playing with your lungs
Come into me, I think.
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I read the whales thoughts
I think,
No more cigarettes.

Babby feet and little weeds
one two three
i love you
little frowns and hammy downs
red green blue
i love you
finding snails and pigtails
sac red blu
i love you

Frozen glitter
I'm strong enough
To be a flower.
It's Broken
Once Broken
Grass stained kisses
And lemonaded gorillas.
As ships go by.
Starla May
Eating thumbs
Stopping in styrofoam
Plastico
Runner balloons
All I see is stars
And his familiar voice
Keys and stones
Melt my heart evergreen.
I fly in space with you.
Killed by winter yells
Chocolate popcorn
Fireballs
Little pink bowed peach basket
Jittery hell
Rhinestone eyes
Redd's mainland
Chicken foot
Warped noises
That's electric
Two brothered pixels
These are the things
That fill my soul with air
So I suffocate with
An adoring heart.
I love you.