My mind gone haywire
By standing in this hour
Knowing I should be running
Rather then continuing my life the same
Self speech after speech
Yet no action takes reach
The longer it goes the more it grows
Is that whom i've come to be
Weakness taking over me,
Darkness without light is insanity
I must overcome the dark side
Temptations, mind influence manipulation
Masters of Puppets invasion
Acting lika sheriffs of a nation
Tempting only to control
Having their way through war
I'd rather keep strong
I'd rather stand tall
I will not break
I will not fall
Existing without living
I'd rather stop breathing

I wanna go Sundance on the moon,
Gather my thoughts and appreciate the value
Of being lucky to have a second chance
On a world where death occurs on every dance.

I wanna live a life worth meaning,
One worth gazing back and seeing
Where I can catch my breath and smile
Relax on the porch with an angle view of Eden
Expressing the mile and how it was worth while

I wanna learn & cultivate,
Curiosity of understanding
And what topics deserve dismantling
As knowing a fact or figuring out a part
As knowing the truth always has a hard start
It may be redeeming and deserves streaming
Can you handle the life and keep beaming

I wanna know whats the next stop,
What rocks to avoid and weather it carries a trap
Should I carry on walking and stop floating away
In this sophisticated maze thats delicately placed
I guess its worth being lost instead of knowing your place
Just so you can find your ways
And pick what to embrace

I wanna live by meaning,
To stop blaming and start fixing
To love other's more than my self
To inspire the heart by killing the dark part
To not be demeaning, foolish or deceiving
Rather respect and value others feelings

I wanna capture the good in all of us,
The meaning of sisters and brothers
A harmony expressed through + intentions
A sequence of peace & virtue in humanity
In order to live equally without the insanity

Since birth,
Learned from the world
Applied in life
Some parts wise
Enabling a chance to rise
Some had downs
Over time,
As that innocent child
Became really wild
Growing up becoming a menace
Some called him Dennis
Wasn't expected to pass
Managed to overcome
In steps through time
Started to get in line
not bind nor swallowed
comprehended & fallowed
Stood with what he believes
An activist for human rights
That struggled to cope
Was a visionary during life
Who had good hope
A will to strive

Your lucky to be where you stand today
Thank God each & everyday
In opening your eyes & given you light
Blessing you with knowledge & beautiful sight
Ability to breath, read & write.

The way I behave is conquered faith within me
A blissful feeling that won't repent against me
Instead keeps me happy and fearless over destiny
Make the choice of submission
Break the lies of recognition
Sooner then later judgement is envisioned.

Will you come carrying a mountain of sins
Or
Is it blessings that carry you
Will you be in heaven resting in peace
Or
Will it be hellfire that lays a rest in you

Make the best of time, spread love and hope to mankind
Open your mind
Discover the beauties that lay behind

Has it ever accord
Where all a family here
We should help each other
Instead of creating fear
Look after one another
As sisters & brothers
Our strength Combined
Makes the best of minds
The majority is us
Paying in sweat & blood
Taxes for royalty
Rich in cruelty
By heartless breads
Full of greed
We must defeat
or be oppressed for every seed
So I choose not to fall in line
I choose to live a journey of mine

He's
A beloved humanitarian
Never raised a hand to mention
Except in a state of war
Extremely heart core
Spread peace in all direction
Had the best of intention
Born here & there he's laid
Leaving us with a golden state
Tears on his face
As he left this place
Worried of whats to come
In this generous place "Earth"
And what might become of his race
Man O Brother
Sister & Mother
Remember his way
His presence lives in us today
Our beloved brother

Words of the underdog
Turns out to make a spark
Lights up the underground
Like candles laid in the dark
In a straight row for you to follow
Leads you out of the misty hallow
Its your own choice weather to swallow
As acid drops are laid around you
Can burn & control as it is shallow
Weather you learn to unlearn, relearn to learn
To go on and strive
A better place to drive
A place far more greater
Placed at the end of time
Where peace of mind comes
To whom learned & fallowed

From the beginning
Time starts passing away
While the speed is picking up
Were getting older day by day
Memories become dim
In clouds floating away
Sprinkles rain occasionally
Mood waves wash it away
Learning to take the tide
Its usually purple light
Sometimes lime green
Both are a state of chill
One Motivates,
One Kills.

Time continues to speed
Half way to the 40's
The line holds much
Crushing to achieve a bunch
Struggles as a warrior
Many are intentions
Non fully accomplished
Tho continues to beam
As the light tower
The shadow of an hour
That comes to stay
Its time to run away

Its beautiful all around
Raindrops falling down
Clouds flashing sound
So strong in might
Blessing in sight
A unique sense of presence
There as peaces of essence
Like the wonder of the forest
Or snow as white
Ice cubes filled with water
Systematic order
What tends to bloom
From a seed to a flourishing breed
No one ever could of hoped to meet
Such magnificent art beats

Some days are good
Depending on the other
Learning from life's fees
With no room to stutter  
You want a revelation
Just keep on living right
Somethings are hard to find
Like a simple thing such as right
Our home in its own fight
Polluters drop toxic sites
Media's gone insane
Illusions for the sucker
Controlling minds in main
Diverting you from the pain
You need to notice the aim
In a different prospective,
life is usually pain
If you manage to remain
Its always your gain

Logic as the presence of absence
Extremely straight and direct
Depending on the occasion  
Gets you from here to there
Tho if you can imagine
The absence of presence
You can basically go anywhere
To a certain extent, lets not forget
In its self its infinite
Since we barely know the half of it
like the secrets of the ocean
We haven't gone far searching
In the depth of the blue
You notice pearls
Among the oysters they grew
Beneath our conscience
Lies the truth
The ability to manifest our own youth
Surprising ideas
That help the world steer
No logic can shift gear
Without it you can shift anywhere

Over years
Snow was dear
Rain was her
Created over steer
Nightmares I feared
Suicidal near
Then came a light
Shining without sight
It felt so right
On its own
It came to quote
Your heart will now
Your soul will follow
Your mind well set
Over things, centuries ago
The Chance well met
Opportunity to go
Dived right in
Took full control
Built my self
That of true wealth

Be rational with common sense
Draw a line between your enemies and friends
See who pretends and crosses over
See who's pure and invite him over
Be true to your self
Take care of your health
Smile more often
Frown much less
Don't give up
Fight for your wealth
Land & Family
Reality not fantasy

What doesn't **** you gives you time to be thankful
Appreciating the memories
The times it came to be
Thinking it wasn't that bad particularly
And what you might have had
Wasn't that vast
Reminiscing on what goods gone & what good is to come
Saying all never lose track of what Ive done
Yet you do and you end up in square one
having to start all over like what past hasn't even began
Unfortunate events
Classified in tiles of boxes
soon enough capacity is met
Of carrying your own
Package's of heavy load
So clear the attic of all whats tragic
let it disappear as if it was magic
Open your self to the good of the world
Experience it, like you've never been told

In tears that lasted for years
Millions cried over grief
Trying to sustain
In rain washing the pain
Learn the history
What past & what might become
Their memories live on
So tears of a thousand years
Live forever on

To think you understand the situations of others
Tho its just a thought always compared to another
Contemporary opinions from billions of others,
What you know might be a fact or part
Yet a non complete peace covered in art
So high in contrast it seems blurred,
In reality you become absorbed
Completely oblivious of your surroundings
Misunderstood thoughts & complicated boundaries
Tho you lived by there side
Its still hard to understand there fight
There different identities, linked by prosperity
With contemplated Thoughts
Scripted from connected dots
And all you can wish for is to believe
Tho sometimes you choke & hope to breath

All that exists, from the tinniest particle
To every scientific article
What were able to see through the naked eye
Or feel through an act of kindness or a simple smile
All thats invented, discovered & what surrounds us
All of the world, galaxy and entire universe
The timeline thats been placed upon us
Comes to an end to create value in us
Everything around us
Good or bad has been bestowed to surround us
Determining a way to fulfill us
In prospective of life's compromised promise
Everything, couldn't have been
O king
We where nothing
&
Because of you
Where all something

Dear U
Ive been meaning to talk to you
Forgive me for not coming through
The promise I once made for you
Don't ever think I forgot about you
I know I never left you a clue
Of why I left and moved on
Tho I thought you where planning the same thing too
Truth to be said it wasn't true
Bound by an idea
We didn't carefully plan through
I wish I would of told you
Instead of ignoring you
I didn't know what I felt for you
The first time for all the wrong reasons
From all the attention it washed through
On the other hand there is so much I needed to do
A journey unknown to conquer on my own
Where life takes me not knowing where I belong
Or what destiny holds for me, Happiness or Misery.
I'm sorry if I hurt you
I just wasn't the vest for you
Hope you find the one true
Sincerely
From
Me
To
U

A swift strike
Pierced an artery
While trying to manage
In want of shelter & cover
A ****** world we live in
In need of therapy to cope
To help keep hope
Despite the bombshell,
What do you think of hell
Something massive in size!
Would ash cover the sky!
Weather it feeds on flesh rather than coal
Would lava be like the child
Well, you might have guessed right
But you can never imagine what its like
In comparison,
Sit down & dwell
How it might be like
To live in hell

He say she say lets come out n play
I say I may but not today
They go they have a hectic day
I said I feel blessing my way
They go somewhere far away
I stay and see an in-spectacular better me
They say I've changed cuz I'm different in a way
I say well hey I changed my way
They be like he's gone crazy
I salute and say thats okay
Someday we wake up to realize
Time has passed no longer our way
While I haven't done anything to promote my stay
Here I am hoping on a better day
To accomplish and achieve
What I wished to believe