she replaced me with him it seems
so again it is proven i am not worth
a person's time, yet i am told to keep hoping
i'm done hoping, i'm not worth anyones time

this as got to stop, it needs to end
i can't stand just being you friend
i just can't take it
when you come to me to vent

about these other guys
who feed you lies
i want it to be me and you,
i want to hold you to

i want to be yours and you be mine
maybe not forever, that is fine
but to have once would sate me,
but all you do is hate me

so this is a goodbye
i am not gonna say hi
not till maybe your single
and then we may mingle

but until then, never mind this is not goodbye
because what if you need me, i will not ask why
i will be right there by your side,
and be a shield to protect and hide

you

slice here
cut there
and watch my blood spill everywhere
but i sit here instead, pulling out my hair

i promise to you i made
before my scars had a chance to fade
so i sit here, cause the promise i will not break
even if your intentions are fake

the feelings are still there
like you and your beautiful hair
but any chance of "us"
was lost in that last fuss

so i guess we are done
us and our fun
i have lost my "home"
so now i am left to roam

what now?

a few more years
and ill full-fill her fears
and gain a uniform
some country i  will storm

the only reason to stay
has now gone away
i used to want to be
her's, now i want free

not me to be free no
but for her to be so
i want to protect her freedom
so where ever i may roam

i hope she finds a home
to be herself, a home
for her to be free
and so she will forget me

since i am not her taste...

Run
Fast, far, don’t look back
Pursuit is hot
Track is long

Run
Don’t dare to stop
Forget your tiredness
Ache in your limbs

Run
Stalker is not out
But within
Outrun if you can

Run
Away and away
From everything
Within and without……

I hate that you're depressed
because
you are so
beautiful.

I do love you,
even if
we just met.

You are perfect.
Those scars on your
thighs
are
destroying
you.

I hate how it
Poisons your
Bloodstream,
Making you cut open
your skin
in ribbons.

Stop

Please stop.

the ground is covered in blood
it soaks it and makes a awful mud
i am surround by the fallen dead comrades, everywhere
the musty smell of bodies in the air

then i see the demon near
my body frozen, but lacking fear
to stupid to feel it i guess
the demon devouring the bodies, and the mess

then it comes for me
when i only want left be
by humans and demons alike
this demon should take a hike

it tortures me
and traps me
making me
re-live, my life

and i hate it for it

you lead me on
use me like a pawn
then wonder whats wrong
why i just move along

and refuse to say hi
and always try to say bye
i am a ***, i am a fool
you think you make a rule

and i will listen, and bend
backwards to do it, end
this must,
you lost my trust

and i keep wanting you back
your like a drug, and it got's me off track
you put me through hell
i run if you ring a bell

to give you some help
but i need help
i need to stop
you, i need to drop

it doesn't matter what i do
the reasons, or if i am true
it all amounts to you
hating me, and everyone else too

so ***** it,
you left out a tidbit
i didn't care about her
or any other

girl, i just wanted you
i liked you, that was true
but then you ran of with my friend
and that should have been the end

but you still give me hell
and its all my fault
how you went for him
and crushed me,

so thank you for the pain
cause thats all i feel now
so please do it again