think I've forgotten how to write. I know i have a voice. It speaks in my mind but its receding like the hairline I know yours will when you're forty and I don't know whether it will come back and I'm afraid that if it doesn't I'll forget how to speak to you and we'll grow apart like leaves on a tree in winter so glue a pen to my palm and make me dance and hopefully words will relearn how to waltz across the page.

I'm afraid ive forgotten how to write

Think of love as a giant piece of metal, with you at one end and your significant other on the oppisite. The goal is just to create something. You will run into hard problems (ex, the metal not bending the way you want), awful noises (crying, laughter, ***, ect) your body hurting from exhaustion. And the shear terror of the ability for you or the other to just give up and walk away. But if both parties put in effort then you end up with this beautiful, unbreakable, piece of art, with you sig.other at your side. And that is worth it all. That is love.

I 6 years old an out of sight
There's a pretty girl outside
But me no talk cause me ain't white
I don't understand difference
                           I see a little black boy
                          All alone looking at a stem
                        Who is he? Why is he so dark?
                    I think I'll ask mother about him
Loud knocking at the door
Theyre taking me from mommy
She's screaming, I'm crying
All I see is rope and a tree
                           I just got home from school
                         The colored boy is gone today
                         What a shame, I tell mom
                         I was going to ask him to play

I want to lay with you, listening to the synchronization of our heartbeats and lace my fingers with yours. Sometimes I think I'll wake up alone, empty air, not even an imprint of where you laid at all, like you were never even there. Don't leave me, sometimes I think you're just a dream and I'm so afraid of losing you to a nightmare that I can't destinguish reality from lucidity. Just lay with me, forget the world and let my body contour to yours like a mold, stars in a constellation perfectly fixated on each other. Catch me, as I'm falling asleep, never let me go, let's get lost in this lovers slumber.

Won't you be my valley girl
A sight for sore eyes, missing you I am
But baby, I have to get this off my chest
loving you was never second best

You make me see stars, damsel in distress
Spinning around and around my heart
There isn't a thing I wouldn't do
ill stop the world and melt with you

Take my hand, I'll show you the view
A mirror, the prettiest in the land
Sky's the limit, life's a free ride
the future's open wide

I want you forever by my side
My one true and only love baby
Give that idea a whirl
**won't you be my valley girl

we are the underdogs of this era, the generation of incineration
lying in the gutter like a ******* ***** rotton pup
we are the hated of the created, a social distortion of abortion,
the shouldve been gotten rid of
make them regret, scream. Wreck, everything.

a ******* salute, paint the skies red
dilute the cries of the undead with one of your own. *******
*****, tease. lyin 'bout your insecurities. done with your demise, not down with your lies.
**** your vice. roll the dice, the odds are never in your favor

what a contradiction, lying in the ditch with your homies who said
"dudes, we'll run the world one day." swell, swollen eyes and blackened eyes, what the hell.
allies with the unforgiven of who've never done a thing wrong. neck wrung. on the front lines with punks with tarred lungs. smoke, smoke, everything up in smoke.

break martial law, get down on your knees and crawl toward unjustice and saw them to obliteration. ***** the nation. stumble with eyes wide  and watch the debris of your broken states crumble to the ground. make no sound. they know the noise of defeat. left foot, right. whos in control now.
the rebels live.
the rebels thrive.
we are alive.
rebels united.