I want to cry
but my tears have run dry
my heart has moved on
but it crashed on the way
I'm awake'
but my eyes refuse to see
maybe I'm better of shut down
cause I've run out of battery

On this day, I hurt my self again
Also my love ones
Why would I?
Am I insane for hurting my self over and over?
I don't think so
Insane is when  I stop loving you; trusting you
Even if I die tomorrow
My love for you will never fade
And never die
When will I stop hurting this shattered heart?
When All Mighty calls for me
In the moment, I wish nothing
But only happiness for you

Struggling huh?
Take a break when you are tired
Just for a moment
Look around and appreciate what you see, what you feel and what you have
Everything will be fine
If happiness is the thing you want, it will come in a way you didn't expect
Also it will go without your notice
But in between, enjoy every bit of them
That is how life works

You're not welcomed
I hate you
I hate all our memories
I burned them all
with your failure
Don't ever come back
Please

No one knows how struggle are you,
To face life.
No one knows how triggered are you,
Looking at how wonderful world is.
And no one knows how you badly want that wonderful world to be yours.

You already got it dear.
Everything that you faced,
Is already wonderful.
It is all in God's planner.
Alla the obstacle,  all the pain that you feel,
That is how world works.
Cause at the end of the journey,
After all the hardship,
Rainbow will come to shine.

You've tried so hard
To be in that circle
You've done so many things
To feed their noise
But still
They don't even notice you
They belittle you!

This time
You should stop trying
And burden yourself
With things that can
Give you colours

Let me out
I want some free space
I need some inspiration

Hey you!
Don't judge me
Without fair play
Cause you don't even
Walk my path

Shut your mouth
Just let me out
Out from your failure