You ask me if I'm happy
But do you really care?

You ask me if I'm hurting
But do you really care?

You say you'd do me a favor
Are you really trying to care?

When times comes you run
Run away never turning around

But have you thought about this?

You run away from hardships
But when you ask me if I can
I say no

You want to know why?
You want to know why I can't just run away from my hardships?

It's because if I run away, where will I go?
Where will I go, if I have no support

So tell me now.
Do you really care?

I am here.
I am, now.
I am not there.
I am not, then.
This is the purpose of my existence.
I look up at infinity.
I look up into the past.
What I see is not what is.
Close your eyes, shed the glasses.
What I think is what is.
Reality is limited only by thoughts.
Unleash them. Set them free. Experience. Perceive.

As the body without soul is dead
So is faith without deeds is dead
I wish I was alive
I can't relive my misery
I won't live
I'm Dead
I can't live without your love
You're love for me is *Dead

I live for a life
Never for love
Laughter can be joy
Never with happiness
Tears can sadness
But sometimes happiness
You can buy everything
But not one
One thing you can never buy
Not this lifetime
Not the next
Never
Never
It is....
LOVE

It starts out with me as it's guide, then develops a mind of it's own.
As if it now only knows what hurts
If it knows what hurts then shouldn't it know what doesn't?

I wait there. Not knowing what is going to happen next
I wanted a mind, but NOT a mind of it's own

Darkness surrounds me, closing in
I have moments to live
I wish I could confess
But in times before, you had built a brick wall
In your mind and heart
Your tunnel vision hurts, MY soul, and heart
I wish I had more time
Before I have to die
If only you can delay darkness
I have some time, let me confess
The words won't let out
Of this tortured soul.
God, I think is doing me a favor by taking me away
Gasping for breath and not letting go
I wish you would hold me all on your own
My last breath is coming
Stop being blind
Time is close to ending
I have one second
I wish to see you again sometime
Goodbye for this lifetime
Goodnight this time

Your eyes say one and your heart says another
You wish they say the same
I want to show that my eyes are hateful
But my heart says loving
Only you can tell me which one comes before another
Your eyes say one and your heart says another