This was the first poem I ever wrote.
It was Valentines Day


" It's when you smile that makes me want to be with you
   It's when you are mad that makes me worried.
   It's when you hug & kiss me that makes me stronger
   It's when you make your silly faces that makes me want to
   Love you more and more.

   And my love for you is like the universe,
   It's infinity...it never ends"

He hold me tight
He told me baby this
will be a wild night

Hickys on my thighs
Bites on my sides

Love on my mind. .

Alone in the dark and
together from the start
It was hard to know
we had to part. .

He made me pull out acts
that I will never forget

His body so cold & so white
But he sure wasnt glittery
like the one in twilight. .

Do you remember the day when we fantasized about
being in paradise..

The way I hold you tight caressing your thighs

I could feel your  ice cold fingers running up my body

Why do you always make me feel
this naughty?

You tell me Just lay down and relax. .

I can feel your breath over my shoulder,
& let me tell you baby..
I dont want this to be over. .

I kiss your lips and bite your tongue,
We touch and kiss all night long

You hold me back because you can't resist
I tease you with my tongue so you'll never forget this

Count to three and your arms are around me. .

As I lift you up and walk you to my bed
I get so many imaginations in my head
I can feel the warmth of your naked body
covering the cold of my shivering body

There I was laying on your back
tracin my lips from the bottom to the top
Whispering ****** thoughts with an exotic voice
You turn around and tell me;

"Baby you leave me with no choice"

I find myself dealing with voices in my head asking me questions,
telling me things. Or I find myself looking at how things should be
done or how things could be done. I get a mental picture of this world.
How the people are so distracted and influenced by the others whom
minds are trapped in the cage of wanderings.
The future is right around the corner.
But something tells me we are not ready to meet it.
Every human living has the quality of being able to perform insight force.
They are capable of being influenced.
Capable of exercising and possessing the humans nature’s inner power.
Enlightenment can be attained through direct intuitive insight.
Think of what we are really made of.
Meat over bones, heartbeats, blood circulating through the body.
A powerful mind that is responsible for one’s thoughts and feelings.
A mind that can create, a mind that can think and memorize the things we
visualize, that is what keeps us alive. We are an alternative universe of existence.

"The soul experiencing the body.
  The body is borrowed.
  The soul on the other hand is ours.
  Purify and you will survive"

Sometimes when you feel sad or ****** in life
You have to let your mind blow those feeling free.
Imagine how things could have been if life wasn't
about living in reality..

Imagine...

Imagine the what if's & the dreams you cant resist.
Feel the happiness flowing through your vain straight
to your brain.
I promise you won't feel no pain.
Close your eyes and take a deep breath.
This might be the greatest trip you'll ever had.

Realize...

You dont have to do something
or be something to find happiness.
Happiness is inside of you.

You just have to sit back,  close your eyes,
clear your mind and let your mind take you to a
place I call  Creation in Paradise.
Here you will become the creator to whatever you want.
It might be a fairytale, it might be a thriller, it might be
nonsense, it might be fiction or maybe just
an illusion. All in all it does not matter.
As long as you are ready to mind-travel

Imagining, Believing, Remembering and Creating your Life.

Drinking with the angels & smoking with the Devil.
There is a world inside of you with no limits
and where nothing is prohibited.
And although your dreams might not come true.
It's good to feel that anything can be created & start inside of you.

-MnDx-

You are only allowed to look
but not to touch,

You are only allowed to dream
but not to act,

You are only allowed to get temptation
within your imagination,

You only have to taste it
and you can never erase it,

You are always in my imagination and
I don't know if I can keep the temptation

You are like the forbidden apple from the tree
when I see you my mouth get so juicy

-MnDx-

The only exciting desire
I need is your voice
Moaning the answer of life,
Telling me you want me
And I tell you that you are
the answer to all the questions
I have

Without words I use my tongue
stating the story of us,

Before you my eyes feast
upon your body,
All of it so smooth and soft
Your sense and taste is something
only the devil could create

I want to trace your curves
taste your body and put it against mine
I know your body like the back of my hands
You are like a drug that sends me into ecstacy
You are the source to my subconscious mind
I find myself rewinding our
love scenes in my daydreams

I see your lips and want them between mine
Resistles you struggle as I tease you with my tongue
I give in to you because I like the way I can dominate you

Your face glows with your smile
You are my divinty sin that gets me high
Your smell is all over my bed
and it brings all these imaginations to my head