to feel your embrace is heaven on earth
your caress, your gentle aggresiveness
the deep pleading in your eyes for my body to be intertwined with yours..
we melt into one another
our souls connecting, our skin vibrating
pleasantly awaiting that moment of complete serenity
that bliss
the trembling of our tender quakes, lost in submission..
heads in the clouds, counting wisps of broken dreams
carrying the weight of the world in our hopeful hearts, beating together as
o n e
a solid entity

i stroke your cheek, imaginging for that moment that we are the only two on the planet
far-stretched across the galaxy
our very existence shedding light throughout the cosmos..
you wink, a guilty smile
knowing the thoughts floating thru my mind
ever-dreaming, lost in space & time with you..
we shed our skin, glowing in the naked vulnerability of our souls:
on display, for only us to see
a cloak of protection surrounding each other from the outside world
our love a vast secret of hope for all the jaded souls who hoard away their love
buried under heartache and unforgiveness
relentlessly hiding their shame
an atrocity to all those who've cast aside bitter memories
grasping at the void for acceptance and bliss..

the stars shine bright in the night sky
overwhelming me with their capacity to give and give, and never take
they shed their light over our swelling hearts, catering to our every wish
a beautiful gesture of pure loving kindness
a feat i will cherish for all of my days..
you stir slightly, not wanting to jolt me from my peaceful reverie
nonetheless, unabashedly watching me delight in the unfathomable universe surrounding us
your half-cracked smile says it all, as you glow with admiration
or is it my glow that is pouring over you?
quietly, i take your hand in mine, smoothing the hair on your neck
i rest my head in the crevice of your shoulder
thoughts drifting in and out
only heaven on earth remains

your callousness offends me
how easily the lies fall out of your mouth
love, i scoff at the word
it is pitiful to me, this emotion
nothing i have ever felt has measured up to its worth
except with you
yet you spit the word like its a game
an anchor to get what you want
well, what is it you want from me, my love?
ive given you everything i have: all of me
but you didnt want it, it wasnt good enough for you
now you want more!
and not only me, but all of her as well..
how much can you take before your love overflows?
drowning you in your innocence
"the love you make is the love you take"
you seem to be drawn to creating it
but dont want the consequences
one day you will understand..
i think youre starting to; i knew it was too soon
i thought you were the one
the one i'd been waiting for
the one who would expose my world
not leave me vulnerable & unprotected..
my heart bleeds for you
but it is not enough
when the blood runs dry
there will be nothing left for your blood-thirsty soul
your once-sharp razor eyes wont cut me to the core
never again
third times a charm
we're hanging by a thread, my love
how long will you let me dangle carelessly?
when the string snaps i will fall
and i will break
and the shattered pieces of my already bruised ego will be
l o s t
forever