being operated on
helps me sleep.
I was your age
when nothing
had been done.
the turtle in my father’s backpack,
the turtle loose
on a moving
school bus.
I crawled into my mother’s bed
and waited
for my nose to bleed.
you find the cut
like you find
where your daughter
is cut.
a sister ties
knot after knot
and opens
a window
only to *****
in a downstairs bathroom
from a fear
of heights.
god from a previous marriage.