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 Jul 2018 naomi
Etelith
A place
 Jul 2018 naomi
Etelith
There’s a place built at corner but always fill with bubbly life.
If you come by,
Laugh is the main thing you’ll hear,
Smile is the first thing you’ll see,
Happy is the biggest thing you’ll feel,
Sometimes, a wave of anger will just strike thru your morning and ruin your mood.
But if you treat them well, you can probably turn their anger into something.
Maybe doughnuts? Coffees? Tarts? Or cakes?
Most of the time, It may look like a war
But where come the glory,
Without the glorious fight
With the greatest knights.
 Jul 2018 naomi
Etelith
let you down
 Jul 2018 naomi
Etelith
I'm sorry I let you down,
I never wanted this to happen,
I always hurt people around me,
I'm always the disappointment,
Hurting you, hurting people around me.
That not just it,
Seeing you guys getting hurt by me,
Hurt me too.
So.
So why don't you find someone who doesn't hurt you?
Someone who won't mentally break down easily,
I give up,
I'm tired, I gotta stop fighting.
 Jul 2018 naomi
Etelith
someone else
 Jul 2018 naomi
Etelith
Hopefully one day,
he will be more responsible for someone else,
someone but not her anymore

Hopefully one day,
she will be more mature for someone else,
someone but not him anymore

They gave each other a lesson,
so they move on,
learning the old mistake and try to be better

I carry the bad you away with me,
Just so, the good one can treat someone else right in the future,
and not repeating the same mistake you did on me.

At least we used to love each other with everything we could,
maybe we leave scars on each other soul,
But I hope you stop crying and

I love you.
As the third person view, It already so hurtful to see thing happened until this stage, but it even heartbroken to see if from the first person view
 Feb 2018 naomi
Etelith
tired
 Feb 2018 naomi
Etelith
don't get tired loving me,
cause I could be a miserable mess sometimes.
 Jan 2018 naomi
Etelith
3 am
 Jan 2018 naomi
Etelith
Years ago, 3 am is the time where she's in her deep sleep. Everything seems peaceful and quiet, maybe she was dreaming about something good so it made her sleep with a slightly up-curved mouth.

Months ago, 3 am is the time where she tossing and turning in her bed. Maybe she was dreaming about something bad that's why she even frown although in her sleep.

Weeks ago, 3 am she was not in her bed, instead, she was dancing in a crowd, drinking with her so-called friends. Trying to fit in them, so she wouldn't feel lonely or being left out.

Days ago, 3 am she was back in her bed, hands over her mouth so she doesn't cry sound, tears flowing down her cheeks and she asked herself "what's wrong with me" but only the silences in the room replied her

Hours ago, 3 am she was laying on her bed gazing out the window. The desolate look on her face broke my heart. Still, she looks peace and quiet. But I know, her heart and mind are going through the same war over and over again.

Now it's 3 in the night,
she was sitting on her bed, missing the old her.


*I kinda miss the old me
 Jan 2018 naomi
Etelith
11:11
 Jan 2018 naomi
Etelith
The alarm clock by her bedside,
It shows 11:11,
She cross her fingers like she usually did,
Ready to make a wish,
But after a moment of pause,
She uncrosses her fingers.


She smile and shook her head,
"**** haha, it's like 11:11 gonna fulfill my wish? God can't see me, remember?"

Turn the alarm clock to the other side.
Staring at her wrist,
Speak in a low tone.

"Maybe I'll wish one more.
I hope I can wake up tomorrow and I hope you finally see me."

— The End —