I just realised that it’s been a long time since I laughed.
Like a hearty, eye teary and a stomach aching laugh;

Why did I trust
Why did I believe
Why did I keep forgiving
Why did I choose you everytime
Why didn’t I know the difference
Why did I keep coming back to you

Was it to be broken and betrayed
And to feel like nothing ? ;

I don’t know why
But every time I want to write something
It’s you who comes to my mind;

Behind my smile and tears
There is something hidden real;

I know everything happens for a reason
But you make me smile for no reason;

All my thoughts die unsaid in the end;

We weren’t lovers
We weren’t haters
We weren’t friends either
But all we did was long to see each other ,just how the sun awaits the moon’s arrival;