i watch you watch her
i hear you compliment her
i walk beside you as you hold hands with her
i see the way you smile when you talk to her
i see that little sparkle that’s in your eye get a little brighter when she enters the room
i wish you saw me the way you used to
i wish i was still the one who makes you smile like that.
i wish i was the one who made that subtle but oh so distinctive sparkle in your eye get brighter
after all, i am the only one who notices it.
after all i am the one who was always and is still here for you through anything.
after all i am the one who will stick around
after all i am the one who will never be able to look at you in any other way than perfect
after all i am the one who will always look for you in a crowded room.
after all i am the one who is sure about how i feel and what i want and well,
what i want
is you

i don’t know how much more of this i can take.
there’s not much left of me i’m about to break.
days feel like weeks, weeks feel like months and months feel like years.
i’m falling apart and i can’t hold back the tears.
you broke me in half and walked away.
how could i think you were the one who was gonna stay.
you left me in pieces when you knew my pain.
but you stoped caring and it made me go insane.
you told you loved me and that would ever end. but i’m sitting alone crying wanting to be dead