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Oct 2017 · 144
SHE CRIES!
Nia Kurumaira Oct 2017
She always looked happy
 She always looked proud
But there were days she would have doubts
Of life that seems so unreal to live about  

She hides her pain away in the dark
Pretending to be ok when everything was not
Smiling and playing as she goes around
Her peers not knowing how she feels deep down  

Her mind is where her thoughts reside
Stripping her off from humanity and all mankind
Killing her softly in her deepest fear
She cries out help but no one hears  

She cries! She cries! Oh do you not hear
She is drowning but you are not here
Extend your hand if you care
Her mind is a place where everything seemed unfair  

She lives each day like it’s her last
Mingling with friends and hiding her doubts
Doubts that made her feel unloved
Doubts that made her wander around
Doubts that sometimes comforts her
But most of the time haunts her

Haunts her of her point in life
In ways she cannot describe
She would pick a razor blade each night
And starts cutting herself until she cries

She cries! She cries! Her tears crystal clear
Her life crumbling down and her mind darkens with fear
She gives into her fears
Takes the blade and made the call
Took her life to end it all
All the sufferings, all the pain, all the problems of yesterday

She cried! She cried!
But did you hear?
Did you pay attention to her deepest fear?
Did you stop to ask if she was ok?
Or was her smile enough to say she was great  
If you’d pay attention then you’d seen
That ordinary girl was crying out HELP PLEASE!
Oct 2017 · 228
DO YOU?
Nia Kurumaira Oct 2017
Do you ever feel you're all alone
And no one wants to even know
They don't bother checking up on you just to say "hello"
They are always busy and make no time for you even when they come home.

Do you feel you are always left behind
And you're always wondering the reasons"why?"
No melody, no sound, no chemistry,
Its just a world full of *******
Making you feel like you don't exist
And be a fool, you pretend that you are cool with it.  

Cool with how everything flows
Cool with how you are left alone
Telling yourself you're your own hero
In this disastrous hell hole we call world  

Why bother even existing
If no one can even please you
Just to make you feel wanted is all you needed
But commitments is always more genuine
Excuses! Excuses! Excuses !
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