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 Feb 2013 Tori
Sean Andersson
I have my feelers out
maybe I'm just grasping at straws
Grasping at strands of blond hair
as you pull away from my embrace

I don't care if it hurts
I just want you

down on my level
feeling
how I feel

I grasp and I *****
Hands out, making my way through the dark.
I think I see light at the end of the tunnel

Oh, it's only you.
 Feb 2013 Tori
Courtney
Never Enough
 Feb 2013 Tori
Courtney
Life flows fast and deep beneath these streets
Through sewer pipes and broken thoughts
Of women faking smiles on the train these
Traffic lights changing sirens wailing
All neon letters and lit cigarettes
Light up the sky and
Tonight is for fairy tales and
Raindrops and ***** and dreams
That never come true

It’s a rough world, tough girls fight
Just to hang on to nothing
Nail scratching, teeth gnashing,
Struggling for spoons of soup
And a place to call home
And all the time asking
Who’s to blame because
Someone took all these people and
Shone them through a prism but
Instead of rainbows and sun they
Got all separated out into
Rich and poor and mine and yours
And careful who you mix together
Because everyone knows that
Orange and green don’t match

And somehow fate gave me the ladle
And you the bowl and why it’s not
The other way around ma’am,
I really can’t say because the
People I see here are more real than
All the money and silk and china in the world
More alive than I could ever hope to be
And all I can offer you is soup
Even though we both know it’s
Never enough
 Feb 2013 Tori
Morgan
He was crying on his porch when we turned on to his street. I rolled down his window from the driver's seat, handed him a cigarette & turned up the heat.

We're used to breakdowns and we're used to feeling lost. We've had a lot of friends whose lives paid the cost.

Well, we grew up around the tragedies that you read about & all we really talk about is getting the **** out. 

We act like our minds are perfectly clear
but we spend most nights overcome with fear.
Not tonight, blue eyes.
Turn up the music.
Have an other beer.
Smoke it down to the filter.
We're gonna make it through this year. 

*We're gonna make it through this year.
 Feb 2013 Tori
Morgan
Some people shape them into words.
Some people organize them in rows
And the people you don't hear about anymore were making ****** columns.
Well, I think I fell in love with the way
             I could watch the pain pour away from me
and empty into a dark puddle of crimson warmth.         I left puzzles under my skin; deep lines that
              intersected at dead ends up my sleeves
and down my ribs.  
                         Sometimes they fell apart into this
rAnD0m mess all over my ankles.
     Everything that touched me was immediately
lost in these chaotic pools raining from my veins.
  I woke up early most mornings to drown my
insides in a sea of hot liquor.
                                 You knocked on my door
holding a coffee and a pack of cigarettes.
     We counted ceiling tiles all day
with our limbs intertwined.
             You painted the fine line between
pain & romance on a white canvas
& hung it over my bed.
            I stayed underneath it most nights but
every time I crossed it, I called you just to weep
into the phone.
              I think you liked how much I needed you.
I think you liked feeling necessary to any
existence outside of your own
& I think I liked having a vessel to empty my sorrow into
                 so I guess that's how this goes...
the fine line between pain & romance erodes
over time or gets smeared in the heat of a moment
and here we are, watching our seams come undone at the hands of the only one who
can save us.
                  Here I am...
unraveling in the moonlight...
                         salt water tears pouring down
from my eyes to meet my chin.
                Once the romance ends we are buried in the debris.
                 The p a i n is all that's left
 Feb 2013 Tori
Michael Hoffman
When I get too blue
I laugh at myself
pick up the leash
and take Mr. Brown to the dog park.

He shows me how
to be carefree
will jump and bark
drink a gallon of water
and lick whomever he chooses
without a worry in the world.

Everybody admires his *****,
What kind of dog is that?
He’s a Rhodesian Ridgeback.
an African lion hound,
but he’s scared shitless of my cat.
what’s yours?
A Visla.
Looks like yours, only smaller.
Did you see that American Foxhound?
That s.o.b. can jump!
Yeah, too bad he can’t pay my mortgage.

The young photographer shows off
his brilliant Doberman’s latest trick –
a double backflip
catching the Frisbee ten feet high
landing on all fours.
The old lady with the blind daschund
says, “Oh, oh, isn’t he wonderful?”
She claps her hands in delight.

The canine Noah's arc show runs all day
with the entry of pugnacious Sharpeis
the arrogance of Poodles
the inscrutability of giant Malamutes.
the pride of leash-holders.

Gradually tree shadows darken the sawdust
and people start parading home,
the **** athletic girls with their boyfriends’ Shepherds
the slow old men with their greying Labradors
the lady real estate agents with their tiny Shih Tzus.

And then it’s silent
I’m the last one there
alone in the gathering dusk
still hearing echoes of joyful barks
realizing how funny it is
that so many people
look just like their dogs
but I don’t think about it,
I just marvel at all this joy.
 Feb 2013 Tori
Morgan
He asked me what it's like to be "a double digit"  
And I couldn't think of much to say
Except, hey kid, when you get invited to your first house party
Please remember to slip outside, unnoticed
Follow footsteps to the thoughtful loner at the end of the yard
Inhaling smoke and staring into the sky
Escaping the mindless chaos behind the walls
Just thinking quietly to himself
Step beside him & wait for him to speak
That's how you make the sweetest friends
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