Happy pill, don’t you miss me?
This ain’t what I’d want to be.
A plea of guilt and bruised knee.

The comfort of yesterday;
Chastise so won’t go astray.
At any cost, please stay.

Woe is me, do me a favor.
Could we undo the “before”?
Apt memories to savor.

As to when I’d say Hello;
Why hast committed a “NO”?

Tears begun to fell;
Stories I won’t retell.

Have you forgotten?
Memories ain’t written.

Never drag souls into blame.
Please act like ‘twas a mere name.

Have a heart beatin’,
Yet no ears to listen.

Last question: can’t you fathom?
Difference of house and home.

I did it, AGAIN.
Did I gain?
Made me insane.

Guess, I’m fine.
Too tired to whine;
***** since nine.

Retake my story,
Suits with your sorry;
Ain’t some kind of “Finding Dory”.

A mere “I failed”?
Can’t make it detailed?

What just happened?
Is it how you wanna end?

I’m here, why can’t you see?
Did you solely forget and flee?

Is she worth a single tear?
Lean on me and hear.

Darling, she is not your world;
Yet, risking what is not worth the hold.

When we were young, was it?
Why can’t you try and make it lit?

It’s what I sow.
Tryna be lie low.
Why did it flow?

Where have you been?
Eager to listen and lean.
A favor? Please be keen;
Better see what I mean.

Valued my existence;
A wondrous reminiscence.
Might fall; don’t do it all at once.
Or must I make a distance?

Dislike to assume,
Friends ask who and whom.
Small things that we consume,
Well, that’s the best perfume!

Cuddles made it frown for more;
Despise to be an option and an “or”.
Know my heart’s intention’s pure.
Feelings merely be felt when it’s sure.

Ain’t gullible;
Been visible.
Might be a nature,
Chances to razor.

What should be done?
Regrets when it’s gone.
Neither a toy nor a tool,
Drowned in your own pool.

A time to remember;
Efforts to render.
Merely a clone?
Reckon heart as a stone.

What more to give?
Was it best to leave?
Knew being first,
Have you rehearsed?

Wanted to give you more,
Excruciating to the core.
No one to blame nor to cuss;
Zip your mouth, nothing to discuss.

Events today,
Rather not say.

Beguiled to be;
No good to see.

Chastise forbidden;
Truth can’t be hidden.

Can it be undone?
Promise I’ll be gone.

Years of being sealed;
11:11 Please be healed.

In a blink of an eye;
Soul’s about to die.

Why’s living so tiring?
Please keep on smiling!

How is innocence?
Still living with essence?

Time Machine
Have me win.