In every pain,
Why always blame?

In every event,
Time’s always well-spent.

In every problem,
A sturdy emblem.

Aight, how’d become one as a part?
No idea; have it from the start.

‘Twas a mere smile-and-greet,
Yet changed the way we treat.

See? Involved into fight won’t matter;
Blood ain’t always thicker than water.

As sweet as favorite’s yoghurt,
Why’d know how to tame every heart?

Have been blissful through actions,
Too much with satisfactions.

As to when I’d say Hello;
Why hast committed a “NO”?

Tears begun to fell;
Stories I won’t retell.

Have you forgotten?
Memories ain’t written.

Never drag souls into blame.
Please act like ‘twas a mere name.

Have a heart beatin’,
Yet no ears to listen.

Last question: can’t you fathom?
Difference of house and home.

Everytime I see it,
Always making me lit.
I know it won't be neat,
Oh, I love every slit.

People could say it's bootless,
Lust of pain is merciless.
Mysterious and a mess,
Persecution will be endless.

What am I living for sure?
What will be my future?
Will I be able to endure?
A curse without any cure.

Why is the world so cruel?
I was innocent and well.
Those pain that I couldn't tell,
Entangled and trapped in hell.

Suffocated and buried,
Their happiness is to rid.
Night when I became the seed,
Fate's forbidden thoughts morbid.

****** tears for salvation,
Begging to see the nation,
But never take an action,
Indeed, I have a mission.

Devastated and deprived,
Will I be able to thrive?
A thought of being alive,
Verily, I won't survive.

In a twinkle of an eye,
Full of questions: how and why.
Left with no choice but to die,
Sigh to lies, now's a goodbye!

She's always laughing,
Inside she's coughing.
Mind's always baffling,
Why is she huffing?

She's jolly, bubbly, and kind,
But, what's always on her mind?
Even though she tries to find,
Still, the pain is tightly bind.

She doesn't even understand,
Will she be able to stand?
Her perfect life is now bland,
Everything's worst and unplanned.

She is now a hypocrite,
Been losing her etiquette.
Her life can be a skit,
Impossible for a treat.

She's in pain but can't be seen,
No idea whom to lean.
Her life will never keen,
All her life, how has she been?

Verily, where art thou when I need thee?
Holding no grudge knowing its wickedness,
Beseech for I hast not heard thy prithee,
Loathed life thoughts everything is bootless.
Why hast thou forsaken thy family?
All ******* up without a single coin.
'Twas wondrous to set my mom's liberty,
Howbeit never think twice what thee purloin.
Oh, our beloved father: hearken us!
Mayhap a knave like thee hast forgiven,
Mother professes good and rebukes cuss,
From thy blood endure the odds bidden,
Heretofore relationship disengaged,
Yearning to start again to have new page.

I - n case you see this,
W- ithhold pain as if no one sees.
I- n case you miss: presence of mine.
L- ending ears: Oh, never will I decline;
L- urker in the shadows; heard those screams and sobs?
S- tarved memories' bidden to fade,
T- oday, as the sun sets free, let me also be.
A- ches cringe to replenish mystery and woe!
Y- esterday's promise, will you take me albeit it's a no?