Can you see me?
I'm hiding in my thoughts.
Can you hear me?
I scream so loud.
Can you touch me?
I'm running away.
I'm a mess.
Can you see me?
I'm six feet under.
Can you hear me?
I'm silent.
Can you touch me?
I'm dead.
I'm happy.

Dear future me,
I know you wont see
Your own beauty.
I just want you to know
You should let your happiness show.
I don't know if I'll make it past fifteen
Or if I'm finally clean
All I know
Is I'm feeling low
So please future me,
Try to be happy.

So cold can't feel a thing
So lonely can't see a thing
I call out, no response
I scream and cry.
I give up
I'm falling.
I land, everything is white.
I call out.
Someone yells back.
I start running.
I see the person.
Everything goes black.
I'm falling, forever.

I'm scared.
No, not scared.
Terrified.
And I'm alone.
Surrounded by people, but so alone.
So alone.
So scared.
So confused.
So angry.
So sad.
So happy
So empty.
So numb.
I'm losing this fight against my own mind.
I've given all my fight, my strength to others.
So they can win their battles.
But I've forgotten that I'm in a war.
And I'm losing.

He saw her
She saw him
She fell in love
He fell in love
He asked her out
She said yes
They loved each other
He got bored
She felt hurt
She died inside
He left
He was happy
She killed herself

When I sing...
I think of you.
When I'm sad...
I think of you.
When I sleep...
I think of you.
When I breathe...
I think of you.
When I think...
I think of you.
I can't stop...
Thinking of you.

I once saw a girl
It was love at first sight
We were friends for a while
I realized I liked a girl
It felt amazing
We got together
I felt neglected
It hurt
We broke up
I hate myself
It hurts so **** bad
We are a mess

When I look in the mirror, I don't see me.
I see a tired little girl.
A girl whose afraid of herself.
A girl who can't trust anyone.
A girl who just wants to be loved.
But no, this girl doesn't deserve love.
This girl deserves every insult thrown her way.
This girl hates herself.
And everyone hates her.

Can anyone hear me??
I scream so loud.
I need you to hear me!
Why do you believe me when I say I'm fine?
I'm screaming
I'm not fine
I'm in pain
But you can't hear me.
So i guess I'll just lay here.
Screaming in pain.
Maybe one day I'll just die.
Until then I'll scream.

I'm speechless
I don't know what to say
I've been put on mute
Fine. Have it your way.
I have nothing left to say.
I'm done.

I saw a girl who's eyes shone like stars
I saw a girl who's laugh sounded like bells ringing
I saw a girl who's smile could light up a room
She saw a girl who's eyes held pain
She saw a girl who's laugh was empty
She saw a girl who's smile was fake

I saw a girl who's eyes stopped shining
I saw a girl who never laughed
I saw a girl who forgot how to smile
She saw a girl who's eyes were empty
She saw a girl who had no reason to laugh
She saw a girl who didn't deserve to smile

I saw a girl
She saw a rope

I watched her fall
She killed herself

I'm dying
Without trying
I want to die
I wish to fly
I want to go to heaven
I have succumbed to my depression
I cut my arm with a knife
Its time to say goodbye to life
I'll hang myself with a rope
I wonder how they'll cope
Aim a gun at my head
Time to permanently go to bed
A hand full of pills in my hand
I'm off to the whiter land
Now its my time to go
Time to shut down the show

When people look at me
They don't really see me.
If they did they would see how
My eyes scream how sad I am.

When I with you the world looks a little brighter
When I'm with you my heart beats a little faster
When I'm with you everything else goes away
When I'm with you all my worries fade
When I'm with you the world is a better place
When I'm with you I have a smile on my face

Why did I do this?
Why am I alive?
How could I do this?
How does she feel?
Did it hurt her as much as it hurt me?
Did it hurt her at all?
What have I done?
What was I thinking?
I was hurt
I hate myself
When did I start to fall?
When did she stop?
Where does this leave me?
Where is she?