When I look in the mirror, I don't see me.
I see a tired little girl.
A girl whose afraid of herself.
A girl who can't trust anyone.
A girl who just wants to be loved.
But no, this girl doesn't deserve love.
This girl deserves every insult thrown her way.
This girl hates herself.
And everyone hates her.

I'm scared.
No, not scared.
Terrified.
And I'm alone.
Surrounded by people, but so alone.
So alone.
So scared.
So confused.
So angry.
So sad.
So happy
So empty.
So numb.
I'm losing this fight against my own mind.
I've given all my fight, my strength to others.
So they can win their battles.
But I've forgotten that I'm in a war.
And I'm losing.

When people look at me
They don't really see me.
If they did they would see how
My eyes scream how sad I am.

Can anyone hear me??
I scream so loud.
I need you to hear me!
Why do you believe me when I say I'm fine?
I'm screaming
I'm not fine
I'm in pain
But you can't hear me.
So i guess I'll just lay here.
Screaming in pain.
Maybe one day I'll just die.
Until then I'll scream.

So cold can't feel a thing
So lonely can't see a thing
I call out, no response
I scream and cry.
I give up
I'm falling.
I land, everything is white.
I call out.
Someone yells back.
I start running.
I see the person.
Everything goes black.
I'm falling, forever.

I saw a girl who's eyes shone like stars
I saw a girl who's laugh sounded like bells ringing
I saw a girl who's smile could light up a room
She saw a girl who's eyes held pain
She saw a girl who's laugh was empty
She saw a girl who's smile was fake

I saw a girl who's eyes stopped shining
I saw a girl who never laughed
I saw a girl who forgot how to smile
She saw a girl who's eyes were empty
She saw a girl who had no reason to laugh
She saw a girl who didn't deserve to smile

I saw a girl
She saw a rope

I watched her fall
She killed herself

I'm speechless
I don't know what to say
I've been put on mute
Fine. Have it your way.
I have nothing left to say.
I'm done.