Waking up
To the smell of sweet coffee
And the taste
Of your bitter love

Burning love
Make me numb
I'm sick of the lies
We keep telling ourselves

A ringing in my ears
Is all I hear
When you say that word
And how easily it seemed
to have fallen from your lips
much like I
think I may have fallen for you

How you sang
Your voice
Would put creation to shame
Your echoes a reverberation
And how you danced
Spinning into reflections
Of everything
You ever kissed
This love you have learned
Will be enough to drown oceans
Burn away
And be reborn
Within your phlogiston sea
And stand before the dead me
Who was once you

I want to fold into you
and feel the weight lifted from my shoulders with your kiss
Without our lips ever touching

Your hand in mine
head on my shoulder
Endless train tracks
In my dreams
I could stay
Longer than each breath I take
Next to you

Wretched Pine,
I've cut you down
From where you stood
Why did I allow you to grow

"Morning *** is great, but have you ever spoken to god?" You said jokingly
I haven't truly,
But in the end what holiness
Could hold a light to you
Laying on my arm in bed
The sunlight embracing your exposed shoulder as you sleep.
And I lost in thoughts of you
Wished to stay there
for so many more hours
just to be near you a second longer

These words have been hidden, locked behind a single - in my name.
So if you've found them after so long, hello enjoy your stay.

The THC
Hit my bloodstream
And left me tingling
And you felt
The *******
Was an invitation
For you to place your hands
on my inner thy
Proclaim that my condition
Must be from memories
Of the day before
Where you gave me drugs and alcohol
Till I was spinning
And against my best wishes
Did what you pleased.

Let me find those beautiful
patches of ink
you've adorned yourself with
I want to cage them
in kisses

What is this
sweet halcyon
I find myself
caught in
when thinking of you

How long had it been
Since I
Felt passion in loving
Push me down
Crush my chest with
The weight of your hands
Grind our hips to dust
as we move against one another
I want you
to bruise me
and leave me with
a sweet ache
so anytime I press
The right joins
I think of you