I told myself everything will be okay
Where theres a will theres a way
Ignore the thoughts and the things they say
Softly put my heart on minimize
Sit back
relax
recap and take my  time
And remember after a rainy day
the sun always shine
What will be
will be
Trust the process and my heart I was told .....
And then soon  I'll  see

I’ll live my life how I please
Some how take care of all my needs
And understand what life means to me
Realistically or spiritually?
Personally it’s all just a dream

I understand somethings can be hard  
I understand you want me to play a part
I understand small things fall apart
But understand I never wanna break your heart
Understand What’s real
Understand that when I’m with you I get this chill
I’m not the greatest but I understand how you feel
I tried
I never lied  
talk highly of you “Yeah she’s kind”
More then that baby yeah your fine
She keeps my held high
Gives me this power
Motivativated and inspire to talk about her for hours

I have unease feeling
Momma don’t need this children
Yeah,You are unappealing
That’s facts
I have a unease feeling
I need a special healing
The truth is concealing
No cap
So high my mind lifted
To myself say that I am gifted
Smoke good but I don’t sip it
No tripping just just listen
And witness
This unease feeling
I need a special healing
The truth is concealing