I could still remember the first time we chat, the exchanging messages and funny conversation we had. The feelings I have when I first saw you. I never intended to love you, but it happened. I never expected that you will say I love you, but I never expect it that you will fall out of love that instance. The moment you said that your feelings are changed, my heart got shattered. I cried some nights, I blame myself and got low self-esteem. Those days when I’m still hoping and praying that you will message me. But days gone by I realize I should have never blamed myself. I guess you’re one of those people who will pass by and teach me some lesson, for that, I’m thankful because what you did is a blessing in disguise. Maybe the love that you said is not love, maybe its just an attachment. I still miss you for now or some days, but someday your memory will never affect me anymore.

I never expected that YOU will come into my life, I never expected that I will fall for YOU. But I expect that YOU and I have the same definition of I love you, sadly we're not. I'm in love with your soul, but you're in love with the idea of the looks. That's why your feelings for me just fade away like the storm that passed by. The pain I have in my heart will soon be gone, but your memory will always be remembered. Maybe YOU and I just meet in this life for some reason, but not destined to be with each other.

Alone is a lonely word for some people, but for me, I think it's finding yourself, and connecting yourself to God. How come they will say that being alone is lonely when there is God by your side.