I am who I am
No one, not even you
Will ever change me
Can't you just let me be free?
Let me make my own desisions?
Even if you disagree
My decisions still make me
Who I am
I am who I am
Those who mock me
Call me names
Spit on my future
Someday it will come back to you
Karma, she'll find you
So, let me be me
Stop pestering what you dont understand
Stop making eveything I do seem wrong
Stop making it all my fault
Its your fault
If you would just leave me alone
Stop harrassing me
Stop following me and hurting me
Everything would go away
Everything would stop
You would be you
and I would be me
I am who I am
And nothings going to change that

My personality is a mask
I can't preform the simplest task
I hate everyone around me
They are trapping me
I am never free
Taunts and hurtful actions everywhere
About my clothes, my house, my hair
I can't take it anymore
My arms and legs are so sore
I look like I've been beaten to a ****** pulp
My puppy coelenterate's my headache with his yelp
So many people hate me and want me to shoo
Thats alright because I hate everyone of them too
Just because I'm different from them
I will never be like them
I don't want to be
Why cant they see?
Why cant they just let me be me?

I want to do something crazy
Something no one expects of me
I want to watch their faces as they lose the respect they had for me
I want to smile as I destroy myself, in hopes of bringing you back to me

Every last goodbye kiss we shared
With all the scars we tried to heal
Each of us wondering which one really cared
Which one one understood how the other would feel
Saying whatever comes to mind
Just to keep the mood soft and kind
Neither of us dared to bring up the truth
We only smile and pretend to be happy when really we're just blind

So, please wake me up when this is over
Shake my heart and make me believe I'm safe again
And as I scream and cry you to prove it
Hold me
Hold me and tell me all the lies I need to hear
Please forgive me for the disbelief
But it was you...
You, who was my biggest fear

9-2-1! (3x chant)
Flip it open and press left
Then its as easy as...
9-2-1 facebook!
Find old friends and new ones too!
Creeps galore and drama?
Oh boy theres more!

9-2-1 facebook! (repeat 4x after 1st time, lull in the background.)
Boyfriends cheat,
Girlfriends meet,
She's fake, oh him too (Speaking voice)
I can't believe Jessie's with Brady
And they'er gonna' have a baby
They'er only in high school, ain't that crazy?(Snotty voice)
Drama, Drama, Drama
Save it for your mamma
Facebook!
The place where you can drop 50 lbs in a night
And own a 40,000 dollar mansion in Mowey
Where everyone pretends to care,
When we all know they have better things o do
Where everyone's a critic and nobody's real! (Goes from normal voice to louder, NOT a scream)

Pain
Like a heart beat
Is Constant
The never ending sorrow of a broken heart.
Her aching memory of when they we're torn apart.

Pain
Like a river
Flows on
The unforgettable fact that it's over.
She wishes he was closer.

Pain
Like Love
Never stops
The near end is never seen.
How could he blame her for being so nieve?
She is only a human being.

Pain
Like life
Only ends in death
She takes a drink and swollows the pills.
No more nightmares, no more him, no more bills.

Pain
Like suicide
Can be avoided

Most confusing things...
Questions and rising suspicions they bring...
They sure have there moments, them boys...
Sure they can be fun toys...
But when they actually love you, that shows the true joys...
They are mysterious creatures, these boys...
They ignore all their flaws and expect us to accept them...
Then we are expected to clean up out flaws...well, ***** them...
These boys and their sweet talk...
Their lies...
And their oh so precious walk...
How they trick you with their eyes...
**** them boys...
With their sly ploys...

I'm not angry, I'm just saying..
You're not the only one I care about.
Yes, you're a main person I care about..
But not the only one.

Dark and terrible sounds.
A frightened hear that pounds.
He enters the room with red eyed and a dark look.
His icey glare bores into her like a rusty hook.

She closes her eyes.
Her eyes water and she cries.
"Get out here!" he comands.
She steps up with fear.
Her face is sheilded with her hands.

He smacks her.
He says if it weren't for her there wouldn't be any problems.
If there are any though, it's because of him.

She wishes he were gone for another hour.
Though he loves her he treats her like a rag doll.
From what he's done to herher face may apaul.
That las blow to the face made her fall.
The angels witness this and end her sorrow with a bow.

Stop abuse...

You I love and could never hate.
I remember when we kissed on our first date.
I wanted more but you pulled away and said, "It's getting late."
I kissed you again and said, "I live you."
You smirked and said, "I love you too."

The next day I open my locker to find a note saying, "I will love you forever."
I blush and kiss the note.
I can't wait to be locked in your embrace,
My sweet entranced lover.

You knock on my door with an arm full of roses.
I grin as he poses and knee;s to the ground.
I star to cry when you say you want to make your love profound.
As soon as we kiss, and you leave, I call my freinds and our love is heard all around.

Three days later you call me and ask me to meet you at the park.
My stomach is full of butterflies because you wan to meet after dark.

When I see you my heart skips a beat.
Your not alone.
I know you can see I'm confused but you can't feel the heat.
She holds up your hand, tightly bound in her's.
I can't help but cry and my hearts so broken it pours.

You tell me your sorry.
She says don't worry.
I say I hate you.
Though, I never really could.
She kisses you.
If I didn't have a record maybe I would...

I wanna' know why.
We we're so happy.
I know it was kind of sappy.

She pulls you in for a deeper kiss.
I just can't resist.
I lunge for her.
I don't hear your whinny pleas.
I punch her over and over, feeling my anger slip away.
You pull me off of her as I slap ypu and dash away.

I try to hide my saddness.
When I get home no one will notice but I refuse to show weakness.

I said I hated you.
I thought, Why?
Why did you betray me?
Just the other day you said you loved me.

I dumped the water out of the vase and threw your roses away.
I hoped, Like the memory, of you they would decay.
Why?
My heart aches with what pieces are left of it.
You broke it as you saw fit.
Why?
Do I get an answer?
No.

We meet so irrelevant to what we were trying to do,
                                                     We hide our feelings,

                                              We shade our unhappiness,

                                        We blame others for our suffering.

                                       Our meeting was just a coincidence.

                                                We never trust anyone.

                                              We both want an ending.

                         We both want something to destroy our existence.

   The cause that made us come together is the same on the inside as on the out.

                         We both know darkness is a blanket for the light.

           We both know that night is only a temporary shield from the day.

    We both know that sleep is only a distraction for what lies ahead when we awake.

            Our secrets that we hide will die tonight with these final words.

              The last words we shed are the most important words of our lives.

                                     These words show our true colors.

                                        They show our true feelings.

                       They show our true desire for a silent surrender.

Love is pain
Every love is going to cause heart break
No matter how long it lasts
Maybe your love will cheat
Maybe they'll dump you
Or just do something really stupid
Regardless,
Love hurts
And always will because
Love is pain

Good bye he says.
I'm sorry he says.
Kiss me he says.
Love me he says.

No.

Good bye she says.
I don't care she says.
You had your chance she says.
******* she says.

Good bye I say.
Don't listen to his lying words I say.
Don't kiss him I say.
Don't fall for his fake love I say.
Take charge of your own life, don't let some guy ruin it for you I say.

I desperately want to love you..but I'm afraid that if I get close again..you're going to hurt me. I'll just let you do it too...because I'd rather love you and be hurt by you than try to be with anyone else...but I'm not sure how strong i can be if my foundation keeps collapsing...I hardly ever tell how I feel because I can't take the chance of hurting you with my words, the thought physically makes me sick...that I could even remotely hurt you. So, when I actually do have something relevant, you'll still probably never hear it...I hate how I feel utterly helpless... I feel like I can't do anything to help you and honestly, I just feel like I'm a huge bother to you and you just keep me around because you pity me..sometimes I think you hurt me on purpose, but of course, I would never say that to you..I just couldnt..so a rant to myself on this is as good as it's going to get..just remember, I still love you, even if I do get secretly mad sometimes...I'll love you no matter what happens..