Not you- I've tried and tried to forget you. I can't. He's not you I thought If I found somebody else, they could replace you. Everyt text every sentence every word, just reminds me of you. He is not you, they are not you. I miss you and the fun we had, the connection was just different. He is not you and I don't think he'll ever be anything like you. Because you are unique and there is nobody like you out there.

In my heart, your eyes are engraved in my soul. Eyes once full of love, looked deeply into my own. Through every ache and pain this world could hold, I followed where you'd go, though now I walk alone. Those eyes that once saw me, now glance away, though you will be missed, I urge you to go. Worry not for me-depart, you must go, For your eyes, forever, are etched within my soul.

I can't keep going like this, Tired, as though each breath might be my last. The threads unravel; I feel myself slip, Living has lost its flavor, its joy, its grasp. I wish I could rewind the clock, To times where wonder painted my skies. But now, I can't be who I long to be, The truth in my heart remains disguised. Who am I? Who are  we? Where do we go, and what is our purpose? Questions swirl in the heavy air, Answers seem distant, hidden, or worthless. I can't bear this weight anymore, A soul adrift in a storm's endless roar.