I guess you tried but couldn't find all the pieces to your heart.
Trying to put it back together unorganized pieces kept falling apart.
"How could you find the strength to move on?"
As you questioned yourself.
Putting doubt and fear in your mind.
Second guessing ever situation leaving nothing behind.
There's a young woman i know that has been interested.
She found you interesting years ago and still do now.
But how long does she has to wait around.
Time keeps going and does not stay still.
The pain from your past relationship left you a numbing feel.
Numbness situation kept you full for a while.
Still on the brain feeding yourself the pain.
Can't trust another woman even with a different name.
I understand the feeling and sympathize for you...
I’m Sorry Mike.

Past relationship is lesson learned.
I found a new love.
I am interested in so I invest in her.
I leave no issues alone so I question her.
Settle our differences wait till the next occurs.
I love to chill and sit next to her.
Together we’re always real.
No lie or cheat thrills.
No “I” but only “We”.
No “I” in the word “Team”.
No “I” don’t only agree.
She shares the same views interestingly.
She interested in me and I’m interested in her.
We’re almost just alike.
Only few things we differ.
Despite of what we like.
Life as I imagine our future is almost right.
Maybe I’m wrong
I’m thinking too long.
I’m coming off strong.
The list goes on and on and on and on.
I listen to this song.
I changed to next track.
I skipped love songs.
There’s no rewinding it back.
But her I do adore like i said it before.
I have to make this work.
I think of her first.
Maybe, I’m just too needy.
That could make things worse.
I’m interested in her.
I invested my time in her.
What should I do?
Just ease off messaging her....

Why am I not asleep?,
Thinking about the day during my night,
Thinking about if I wasted time or was it on my side...

I got an old flow but new vibe,
I got an old soul but new eyes,
At times I get a little grumpy,
As if I’m older than what I am,
Sometimes I question myself “who am I ?”,
I’m so surprised of my actions,
So alive no need for subtraction,
I try to add more excitement to my life,
I couldn’t find any instruction attachments,
The fact is half my life has too many fraction,
I’m getting so tired of all these mathematics,
Wondering why everything happens for a reason?
The answer to that equation that life changes during the seasons,
Nothing is never the same but to me it is,
Because at times I don’t like to take a risk,
I look back at my moments as I wish,
I wouldn’t of missed because I misunderstood,
Those moments I had when I wish I could,
Doubt is trying to creep up,
So now the outer me wants to speak up,
Trying to keep the enemy from the inner me to meet up,
It takes so much energy to keep up,
Times of the fashion,
Why didn’t I force the situation with my actions?
Why didn’t I take that leap?
Why am I like this?
Why couldn’t I just fight this?
Now, I live my life through cellular devices,
I can’t ask Siri what to do during a crisis,
Siri doesn’t know what my life is like,
It doesn’t have an idea even with the brightest light,
I keep looking over the edge,
Like I’m standing on the cliff but it’s only in my head,
It’s the end of my day and I’m laying in my bed,
I can’t go to sleep my thought is causing pollution,
I don’t want my next day to start until I figure out a new solution,
What should I do?
Who should I be if I don’t want to be me?
I need to live my life but I don’t want to appear fake,
I guess I’ll just learn from my mistakes,
But how many of these mistakes will I make?...

I haven't done this in a while,
So lend me your ears,
I'm going to speak with my mind,
And I will forget about my fears...

This is just a message..
Saying hello to my friend on the other side,
It's okay! no need to reply,
Just want to express myself,
An expression like a smile,
Both corners of the mouth rising the cheeks,
Takes a lot of thought and muscle,
For I better known as DatGuy to speak,
I really wish I can send this without you getting it,
Impossible I know that,
I hope your reading this but yet forgetting it,
Like something you don't want to hear,
Let it go in one ear and out the other,
Let me write this expression,
I'm not going to be second guess,
A vision is a sight to see,
The mind is sometimes confusing to me,
My mind sometimes be using me,
As I think,
I think a thought,
Then I try to put in motion,
Either drawing a picture or writing is my daily devotion..

Someone is a bit silent today,
What must I do to break that silence away,
I speak nice & sweet words never violently,
I hate to tell a lie I speak honestly,
Truth is JusDatGuy isn’t it obviously,
I don’t want to think negative,
I’m spreading positivity,
Honestly it’s me but I know it’s very hard to see,
How could I be this angel from heaven,
Because the evil spirit God took it out of me,
I may look bad but simply I’m good,
I may look back if I could do it over I would,
It could change who i am and who I am not,
It would change the feeling I have,
A little amnesia of what I forgot,
You’re still silent today,
I try to speak my mind since I have the time,
Words strolling on a line moving across,
This rhythm is something I never lost,
I am who I am
I may come off flavorful or even a little bit bland,
I got a bad flavor in my mouth I want you to understand,
I have a lot to say and that’s coming from me,
I usually roam the grounds all silently,
I don’t want to keep it inside,
Therapist said, “You have to speak it out!”,
“Don’t talk to yourself in the corner.”,
“You know words actually have a sound?”,
I don’t want to look insane so I’m speaking Loud!
Evidently I’m not scared now!
Since I’ve been living without a doubt,
Moving all the clouds trying seek the sun,
So I can look at myself saying....
“Look At What He Has Become!”

Hello Sweetie your my baby cakes,
I love you and miss your face,
A kiss kiss will always makes my day,
Forever I will always stay,
And Forever I will always say,
No one could never ever ever take your place,
Any error moment doesn’t have to remain,
Like with a pencil we can just erase,
Don’t let it ruin us because we’re the best,
We’re on this journey together,
Which is my favorite conquest ,
Seven years together,
You’ve been sparked my interest,
We already started to invest,
Twisted thoughts equals a twisted mess,
How could you drift off course,
We been on park no idling of course,
I know this world pushes us in different direction,
Go against the wind,
Go against the force,
Let’s forever love one another,
And never get a divorce,
My baby,
My baby cakes,
My Love,
I’ll never hate,
My Love,
You will always take,
You are the one for me,
These seven years is not a mistake,
You are the one for me,
Every time we go out it’s like our first date,
I try not to be messy,
Like eating food from my plate,
I try to keep it smooth,
But now I realize I can just relax,
No matter the storm that faces us,
We got each other’s backs....

By Aaron (DatGuy)