A relationship is suppose to be us.
I can say we tried to live.
I guess it wasn’t just enough.
But wasn’t truthful to one another.
We loved like adults but acted like kids.
We suffered in silence I guess it is what it is.
Our chemistry didn’t mix.
So much problems we didn’t fix.
Caused a chain reaction and now I’m reacting.
Call it nuclear because this bomb is active.
Yeah, it just happened hours ago.
The fumes didn’t disintegrate yet.
You didn’t say goodbye and you just left.
Cold hearted which I wish I missed.
The chance to get to know you..I dismissed.
We were close now we’re distant.
I guess our love lost interest.
Now we’re finished.
Now I’m finished.
I’m single again just another beginning.
I’m questioning myself looking for the right path.
Trying to find a different route then what I had.
All the time I wasted I’m just so angry.
Painfully crazy insanely lately.
Dizzy my head be spinning & I miss my baby.
Second thoughts maybe it was my fault.
Fighting all the time till we confused in the head.
Don’t know who started this or what I said..

So heavenly.
You are heaven sent.
You’re my First Lady and I'm your President.
I love you baby and this is present tense.

Looking for that lost love.
I thought I had it.
I wished I grabbed it.
I wished I grasped it.
I wished it lasted.
Longer than my past did.
Longer than anything ever lasted.
The only thing that’s sad is.
I missing it so much.
I lost the feeling of it’s touch.
Memories is fading...
I’m trying to hold on.
As a man I’m suppose to be strong.
What’s a man to do?
When it’s invisible to see.
When I want to touch and keep it.
But it doesn’t agree with me.
But I’m still trying to seek it.
A pure addiction like I need it.
Should I get on my knees?
In a garden and try to plant this seed.
Hoping it will grow into the love I always known.
Love forever grows and Love forever dies.
They say love is abundantly.
But I’m wearing black as I cry.
Not sure where that sunshine is.
I can’t see it through my eyes.
Vision is clear and sometimes it’s blind.
Colors I see but love I can’t find.

Beautiful is what you are.
Morning Sunshine to the Nightly stars.
Silky complexion of you skin.
Your beauty is precious on the outside.
But I love your beauty better within.
When I look for love it’s beyond appearance.
You could be the sexiest person.
And still have disgusting mind.
Bad could be all you ever known.
A bad seed within but a beautiful flower has grown.
Being deceitful is not a cover up.
Like I said before, it’s what you always known.
So you met me to balance out your hate.
To seem like a good person to cover up your evil ways.
A beautiful rose smell sweet but have thorns.
Best relationship kept still can be an object of scorn.

Little word Miss.
Help me understand this.
We used to text a lot.
Now it seems like you needed to stop.
It’s cool though I’m not trying to be rude yo.
But it’s a bit new though so suddenly you know.
But I will stop sending those text messages.
Texting you as if we were the best of friends.
I’m sorry next it is.
Let me delete by swiping left to this....

I would asked for a helping hand.
But I put myself in this hole.
Plus asking all the time it really gets old.
I don't want to beg or plea.
I’m definitely not getting on my hands and knees.
Oh well...