Writing of the Unknown

Writing of the Unknown Oct 2024

Perhaps the pain I feel
is void for the one in my dreams

perhaps the missing moment I have
are the times when he needs me the most

perhaps the reason my body is breaking
is so his can thrive

at least that would explain
all the medial mysteries

Writing of the Unknown Sep 2024

Colorado

Coffee in the morning
A light at 8

A warm cup of embrace
A cool drag of smoke

A heart longing for the impossible
A soul forgetting to live

Hair up and clean
Unshaven and untamed

A chance meeting
One in life's game

But those eyes
The soft brown eyes

We're ones you never could forget

I still love him
I still love her

Two hearts beat as one
Thousands of miles apart

And only time will know
If that last was it
Or if there is still a ember left in the ashes

Writing of the Unknown Sep 2024

Shackles

They were designed to help
Used for a reminder
Aid for circulation
In the thinest parts of a body

But the strap to secure
So small
Just hooks and latches
Some elastic to wrap around
It is simple and easy to use

And yet
All I can feel
Is shackles on my wrists
To remind me
How I'm not normal anymore

Writing of the Unknown Sep 2024

Normal wish

A simple life
A life full of joy
But sadly that in not one
to be uptained

The flashes
The downhill spirals
The constant fights
The constant pain

Why am I different
Can I be normal
just for one day???

"Your different like me? You understand what its like to be, different?"

Writing of the Unknown Aug 2024

One Year

So much has changed
Today is a celebration
last year full of tears

Funny how that little bit of hope
was the difference between keeping everything
and loosing it all
just because society failed me

Writing of the Unknown Aug 2024

Fictional Men are the ones I dream of at Night

Could you love me
Could you accept all of my baggage
Could you accept my trauma
Could you accept my genetics are worst then before

I don't know if you even exist
or if your just a name in my past
but could you love me entirely
like I would love you?
Flaws and all
till this life ends?

Writing of the Unknown Aug 2024

Test Test Test

Test for this
Test for that
All run
no clear answer

but is the answer
the unknown
or the truth
that genetics is worst then reality?