Writing of the Unknown

Writing of the Unknown Sep 2024

A simple life
A life full of joy
But sadly that in not one
to be uptained

The flashes
The downhill spirals
The constant fights
The constant pain

Why am I different
Can I be normal
just for one day???

"Your different like me? You understand what its like to be, different?"

Writing of the Unknown Aug 2024

One Year

So much has changed
Today is a celebration
last year full of tears

Funny how that little bit of hope
was the difference between keeping everything
and loosing it all
just because society failed me

Writing of the Unknown Aug 2024

Fictional Men are the ones I dream of at Night

Could you love me
Could you accept all of my baggage
Could you accept my trauma
Could you accept my genetics are worst then before

I don't know if you even exist
or if your just a name in my past
but could you love me entirely
like I would love you?
Flaws and all
till this life ends?

Writing of the Unknown Aug 2024

Test Test Test

Test for this
Test for that
All run
no clear answer

but is the answer
the unknown
or the truth
that genetics is worst then reality?

Writing of the Unknown Aug 2024

Is it a sign

I asked for something
To show me
That the one who still has my heart
Was alive and thriving
Safe in this chaotic world

Then I almost breakdown crying
Over a piece of hardware

Was that a sign
Or a fluke tsunami of emotions brought on my a woman's time?

Writing of the Unknown Aug 2024

When time runs out

When I finally reach the end of my time

Look for me in hoof prints
Of those who run free

Hear my voice upon the nickers and neighs
of delight and play

Feel my heart beat
As two become one

Only then can you experience what I loved
What gave me a reason the live

Do not shed any tears
Do not scream in wallows

Find me where I thrived
And treat those who can not speak
With the kindness you showed me

Writing of the Unknown Aug 2024

Shadow Dragon of Hope

Cries of agony
Machines beeping
Tears flow and hearts stop

A small bit of hope
Causes relief to flood
But what might happen
If spark of hope
Change who knew

From just the employees
To the community
Would it help?
Would it fail?
And to stay unknown

Now that is the true test
Of a hidden dragon

Only time will tell
Which is best in the end
But the thought
Is all that matter
In the end

Is it not?