Three little words
so small in breath
so simple in action
but the meaning

the meaning creates stories and kingdoms
or completely destroy's everything

At one point, I use to belive it
Have hope in others words
But life showed me they can not be trusted

I never expected to fall so fast
I never expected to fall so soon
I never expected to fall for you

Three little words
I love you
just three words

but once more
as I admitted it
I realized I was alone
alone with a broken heart once more

completely alone in my feelings
believing there was something more
then just two good friends

Everything I close my eyes
I see you looking at me

The spark your eyes had
The small smile you were trying to hide
The warmth you gave off

Evrytime I close my eyes
I see you holding me
Laughing and remarking to yourself
Making me giggle as I felt safe

Everytime I close my eyes
I see you
And me
In the dim light night

Everytime I open my eyes
I want to cry
Because you made me feel something
I forgot was not a imaginary thought of a child
You made me feel comfortable and safe
And not scarred of my past

So I escape to my dreams
Where I can see you again

What have I done
Have I really let myself go
Did I really loose my intentions

So swift
So simple
So pure in intent

But was this a mistake
Was it the right call
Does the pleasure over rule the social gaze

So simple
So sweet
So innocent

Was it a dream
Or a nightmare?

It doesn't feel real
It just feels like a dream
A very vivid dream

One where the world stood still
One where everything was perfect
One where I knew I was safe

I know it was real
Those hours into the night
That changed into morning

But why do they feel fake
Or like I just had a dream?
A very amazing dream

My mind torn
One wanting more
And nothing at all

Confused where to stand
But that night
That dream

Perhaps I'll know later
Later when everything else makes sense
Later when I'm not trying to remember every little detail

Later when I do not feel it a dream