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Why do I jump before told
Why do I run when I'm scared
Why do I hide in fear

Oh silly mind
oh silly heart
oh silly instinct

Nothing could be worse
then the thorns on my arms
and being forced to move
Oh silly me
for falling in love

Oh silly me
for thinking it would be possible

Oh silly me
For falling for you

Simple and sweet
**** and dangerous

Yet I care
Oh silly me
Such a simple thing
The concept of looking beyond flaws
Understanding a person
Inside and out
Choosing them to cherish and hold
To guide and protect you

Should have been a happy moment
Rewatching a classic
Smiling that I resembled the main character
Laughing that I had her personality

But I didn't laugh
I didn't smile
Because all I saw

Was a little girl, who called her father a beast
And fell in love with a little devil instead
I should be working
I should be up and moving
and yet
I'm sitting here
looking at the stars
wondering how far they are from me
and wondering how I can get to you

ride a shooting star
forget everything for a night
finally hold forever in my hands

but I just sit here
looking at the stars
pondering
wondering
thinking

of you
Silent sobs
tears running down the face
Screams that will never be vocalized
feelings cut before they grow

for every rose bush
has its throns
and every bud
suffocates before it blooms
For once

To be chosen
To be the first thought someone's has
And there last
To be picked for every event
Every gathering
Every laugh
And every cry

For once
The words "forever and always"
To mean what they are defined
And not just "for now"

For once
To be held until my tears stop
And to be still told
How beautiful my face is
Despite the tears and snot

For once
I want a friend
Who will always check on me
Make me laugh till I cry
Join me on crazy afternoons
And make sure I know how much good is in the world

For once
I just want to be chosen
To be loved unconditionally
And have a safe place to go when I fall

For once
I want something to last


Is that too much to ask?
I painted a picture
For all the see

Carve the wood
To match perfectly

Every detail
Delicately made

To hide the seams
And match perfectly

I painted a picture
For all to see

One where I smile
One where I gleam

A simple picture
So small and pure

To hide the misery
And pain I feel

I painted a picture
For all to see

And no one thinks
I'm wearing a masking

For all to see
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