Many know me
I'm there at a drop of the hat
Yet
When I need one
There is no one
My phone is silent
And I sit alone
Hoping for something
But nothing will change
And I am forever alone

My mind runs
While I try to calm it with a puzzle

Constantly thinking
Different scenarios play out

One I level
One I bark
One I cave
One I snap

Each one me
But in different ways

I do not wish to crush a spirt
But if it was not just one animal
Maybe I would be more understanding

Maybe if they actually cared
Maybe I could help out
Instead of snapping

Maybe
But instead
My mind runs

And I get another
Sleepless night

The perfect way
For a farewell
Of something so beloved

Memories
Stoires
All fule a spark
Of embers in the night

Slowly smoking
Until there is nothing
Left in the morning

For tonight
Hold me close
Say I'm yours

Maybe then I won't be cold
When morning comes

Monster Monster
Take down your walls
Monster Monster
Let us watch you fall

Down through the deeps
And away for everyone to see
To remind you
You don't belong indeed

Monster Monster
Backstabbed and all
Monster Monster
Please fall