Writing of the Unknown

Writing of the Unknown Apr 2022

War

I dreamed of him
I hoped for another
Yet you showed up

No warning
No indication
No care for others

But I do not wish to talk to him
I wish to talk to you
His toxic leach

You **** his life
And I know soon you will **** him
Showing how much you don't care

You cant let him out of your sight
You cant trust him when he is away
Because you know he will run

He ran once
And your claws dug deeper
Pulling him back under a sea of death

Last time I begged him to stand
Stand and fight
But how can the chained fight?

Not again
Straight to the source
One swift motion

Your asking for a battle
I ask for a War
To set him free

Though he does not lay with me
I still have a grasp
on a soft beating heart

You will never be me.
Despite your efforts
A demon will never be an angle

There is a clear difference between us
I did not have to show skin
To make his heart jump with hope

Enough games
Enough talking
Time to go to War

Writing of the Unknown Apr 2022

Love

One day I will find you
One day you will find me
One day

but that day is not now
nor is it tomorrow
or the day after

One day
maybe
I will find love

Writing of the Unknown Mar 2022

Forever

Typed words on a page
1's and 0's on a server
Endless words of the unknown

All silent
all still
but causes emotions to pour out of strangers

No one bats an eye
to these words on a screen
unless your count is high

no one cares
until the words stop
and forever becomes never

Forever time will go on
Never will anyone ever see this
And one day, the words will stop

frozen in time
frozen forever
still and haunting of what could have been.

Writing of the Unknown Mar 2022

Little Demon, Let me go

My little demon
Look how much you've changed
You've finally started to grow

But your roots are buried in the past
Holding tight on memories
that are slowly fading

In your cold cave
you sit and cry
longing for a past that will never come

A past where you were loved
A past where you were happy
A past where you chased me away

Snappy demon
Angry demon
Resentful demon

All names for you
labels others gave you
but I didn't

My little demon
forever in my heart
no matter what you think

But the time for crying is over
Now you must walk
walk away from me

It's time to let me go
My little demon who haunts my dreams
I will never forget you

Take my teachings and learn to live
Stop being stuck in limbo
For your sake, please

let me go
so you can live

Anthony this one is for you

Writing of the Unknown Feb 2022

Moving Time

One more move to go
One more box to pack
One more city
Time ticks by
Making me count the days
Struggling in this sea
but still swimming with my head above water
The idea of moving is terrifying
And the uncertainty of home
only adds to this torment
Soon I will know what I can call home
Soon I will finally walk across the stage
Soon everything will fall into place
Just have to move first.

Writing of the Unknown Feb 2022

When we meet

When we meet
I will hold you in my arms
Praying that it isn't a dream

Probably laugh and cry at the sight of you
The understanding that all this time I waited
Was so I could find you

I will be filled with so much emotion
that I will probably not be able to speak
but it just means I love you more than I thought

When we meet
I will probably yell about your height
I never want to take my eyes off you

The world will standstill
And for once, I will understand the pain I went through
when we meet.

Writing of the Unknown Feb 2022

Home

A term that means many things
A love and caring space
Or a nightmare one can not escape

H
O
M
E

Simple yet so much power
just like

L
O
V
E

New chapter
New city
New job

The sea of life tried to drown us
Not understanding
this was not the first storm we had been in

Excite and joy bubble out now
The anticipation holding us hostage
Soon we will be free

And though pain will come again
It can never take away my home
ever again