Writing of the Unknown

Writing of the Unknown 13h

A intended script
A heart felt desire
Stopped and stared

Congrats you did it
At what cost?

Yay your happy
But whose there around you

A intended path
But to end up alone
Due to a miss step on the trail

And then there's a ghost
Surrounded by darkness
But still holding a candle

Small and dim
But does that flame still burn
Or is it a match I see burning?

Is that hope of light
What still calls me at night
When life is cruel
And I'm missing home?

For my devil, congrats i knew you could do it
For my twin, your side is still waiting

Writing of the Unknown 22h

A kiss of forever

Simple
Soft
we were children guessing
but our souls knew

time apart
did nothing but fuel our flame
made us drunk on the sensation
learning, but also knowing the other

A match with very few problems
a match we created
a match we both burned at

Every kiss full of the unspoken
Not just the "I love you"
but the knowledge that time is short
That every one, may be the last
A feeling that if we were to die
we would do it on that kiss
pouring ourself into the other
so they may live

All in a moment to the untrained eye

____________________

Your kiss a mere shadow upon my lips
Your presence a comforting shadow
Are you really here
or is this the comforting imagination of a fool?

One who believes in stories
and longs for her forever once more robed in purple?

Writing of the Unknown Jun 21

A hope

A single drop
A causal meet up

But anything with him
is never just causal

Feelings grow
Hearts break

Memories are sweet and warm
but his words cut like ice

Yet
I still wish for those few moments

where I was his
and he was mine

Marked by teeth
Lips swollen from harsh kisses
and everything I ever could want

A love that never can be, for a one sided coin is never a true fate.

Writing of the Unknown Jun 18

How much more???

Kicked when I was down
Shoved in the dirt
Held down as I struggled
And the little bit of hope

I was denied what I needed
because I chose life instead of dying,,,,,,
I chose health instead of being sick.....
I chose the right choice....

Why do I continue to suffer
for making the right choices??
I just wanted a better life
why am I punished for that desire
the desire to live????

Writing of the Unknown Jun 17

Even just for a hour...

Your touch
The sweet way your hands ran across my skin
The taste of your lips upon my neck
The warmth you fueled in me
A feeling I only read
A feeling I did not trust for so long
A feeling I wanted to share with you
Your fingers
mapping out my body
my curves
feeling every secret I held dear
Your desire to see more
To feel my body around yours
But yet
for every interaction
despite the warmth
the fire
the trust
you always found a wrong
at least one thing I should change about myself
one thing to change
to be yours

And yet
after all this time
I just want to feel again
even if you make me cold in the morning when your absent
Even when I can't have the family I long for
Even when I know its wrong

I just want to feel wanted
even for a hour
just once more
to remind me
I can still do something good

When life leaves you with nothing, is there anything left to sell when you have nothing left?

Writing of the Unknown Jun 12

Karma

Perhaps
Just once
life will be ok
Life will work out

and just once
My life
isn't questioned
or pushed

just accepted
and the right things
finally happen

Because as its told
Karma is either your best friend
or your worth enemy

Writing of the Unknown Jun 8

Never asked

You just cast judgement
a side glance
ensuring my body was still there

but you never checked....
just left
as if the silence and coldness
is the punishment I deserve

only when I finally felt better
and started asking
did you realize the damage I had
"I'm sorry I didn't know"

you never asked
just judged and pushed me aside
so I wont lean on you when I need it
so I will be completely
utterly
alone