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Wordfreak Jun 2016
It's easier to burn a bridge
When it's drenched in gasoline.
And through the flickering,
As the structure is devoured,
I see them standing there.
But I don't care anymore.
You never deserved all I gave.
Just be thankful
That I didn't burn you along with the bridge.
#NobodyCares #Goodbyes
Wordfreak Mar 2017
Fluttering pages hang from the rafters
And imaginary friends try to suffocate the flames before the edges of the script begin to curl and ash, signaling the end of times, the end of their world.
Wordfreak Nov 2016
I'm a monster.
Tendrils of anger lash out,
Wrapping around those nearest.
They gasp for breath, choke for air,
Plead for mercy.
I close my eyes, try to ignore the begging, the screams.
But they bore into my very being.
Then everything stops.
I open my eyes.
Another daydream.
Another moment of wishing destruction.
Another moment of imagined eruption.
One more time where I wanted to let go.
I wanted to explode and wreak havoc.
I need help.
No, not help.
Mostly I need a target.
A focus point.
Something to align my sights to
So I can pull the trigger.
Wordfreak Nov 2016
As with darkness,
My expression is equal parts beauty and danger.
If addicted you may find yourself pulled in.
Unable to discern between real and imagined.
Be warned...
People have fallen before.
But it's always been with the way I say things...
Not the message itself.
Wordfreak Jul 2017
She told me if I loved her,
That I would change for her.
I told her that if she loved me,
She should love me for who I am,
Not "who she can make me."
Wordfreak May 2016
Things change.
For better and worse.
The tides turn.
People die.
And we try to escape it.
We strive for eternal comfort.
A pointless concept.
Perfection is unattainable,
But change is required to come close.
Sometimes to survive,
To thrive,
You must cut away the dead growth in your garden.
You must remove the weeds,
Get rid of those holding you back,
So you can come to full bloom.
I wish you luck.
-Mike
Wordfreak Jan 2017
I have myself so thoroughly fooled,
I'm not sure what the truth is anymore.
I don't know what's real,
Who I know, who to trust.
I don't know who the enemy is,
And they deigned to give me the ROE.
I don't know who my allies are,
Or where I can hide and still be safe.
There's no list I can read,
No dotted line I can sign on,
Nor a box I can check,
To request reinforcements.
Wordfreak Jul 2020
All I told you
Was that I needed
More of your time.
Time to feel appreciated
To feel wanted.
You said
"I'm choosing not to."
Wordfreak Jul 2016
I have come to terms with the fact
That you are the real Silvertongue,
And I no longer have a claim on the title.
#You
Wordfreak Feb 2019
Two peices,
Curved edges,
Sharp corners,
Yet when lined up,
The connection is visible.
Two people,
So different,
Yet the same,
And we just clicked.
Wordfreak Aug 2016
The clouds obscure the sun,
But somehow,
The light still slips through
And illuminates the sky.
#Wonder
Wordfreak May 2016
I don't plan on leaving,
And if I do it won't be for a long while.
And even then,
I'll ask you to come with me.
If you cannot,
We will stay together in spirit.
And I'll rush back as quickly as circumstances permit.
Even as we wait,
We won't be apart.
And if ever we feel ready,
It takes but a few words.
I have no want for competition,
I'm not one for *******,
Rest assured,
Nobody else has a claim on my heart.
As for fulfilling my dreams,
It will be much easier if you are there,
And we work together towards our goals.
And the only way for this smile to become permanent?
Is for you to be mine forever.
#You
Wordfreak Dec 2016
Let me be clear,
I will not restate or reiterate.
I will not make clear.
I will only imply.
After all,
What good is a puzzle if it's put together for you?
I have spent many a minute weighing my options.
The wall shall come down.
Not completely mind you.
But a door shall be put in.
If you want to visit me, you are welcome.
I will do my best to be pleasant.
Just remember that a wolf's den is a dark place.
I'd like to thank you.
I'd lost my faith in humanity.
Now I see there are a few select individuals who are just as estranged as I am.
Perhaps companionship won't be my undoing.
Provided your offer still stands,
My answer has changed.
Soon? No.
Someday?
Perhaps.
#Hm. #Someday #Messages #Love? #Companionship #WayTooManyTags
Wordfreak Sep 2017
One round
In the chamber,
Thirty in the magazine,
One moment makes a lifetime,
Two seconds taken to breath.
Three brothers at my back,
Four wolves in the hunt.
Five miles to ruck before rest,
Six hours to sleep tonight.
Seven days left for another week,
Eight civillians lost as collateral.
Nine houses cleared without incident,
The Tenth is where they're waiting.
Eleven minutes for the firefight,
Twelve rounds taken to the legs.
Thirteen minutes until Medevac arrives,
Fourteen month recovery.
Fifteen minutes left before lights out.

Mag is half full.

Sixteen hours to rest and clean weapons,
Seventeen men play cards in the barracks
Eighteen minutes left during fire guard,
Nineteen year old soldiers miss their family.
Twenty minute call home to loved ones.
Twentyone shots over a white headstone.
Twentytwo streets left to clear before dusk,
Twentythree families bustle in the bazaar.
Twentyfour hours in each day in hell.
Twentyfive men craving cigarettes.
Twentysix reports of gunfire this morning.
Twentyseven combatants killed.
Twentyeight days left in deployment.
Twentynine years old at honorable discharge,
30 family members waiting to welcome you home.
31 days in every month spent in the devil's sandbox.

Click
Mag is empty.
Drop mag
Draw new mag
Load into well
Hit bolt release
*Continue fighting
Wordfreak Apr 2017
The dead man dances,
Though not very often.
His limbs are always so numb,
It's very cramped in his coffin.
#npmfool
Wordfreak Dec 2016
Look here sweetheart,
I'm not in a giving mood.
You summoned me while I was sleeping.
But you want to make a deal...
To save yourself?
That's rich.
Here's what I'll do for you.
I'll send you to Hell where you belong,
And give you the memories of the things you did to me.
A vengeance demon has to have a start.
Just so happens you were mine.
Payback is definitely a *****.
#PastHurts
#BitchCameBack
Wordfreak May 2018
It's early morning,
The clock reads 7:47 AM.
The engine purrs.

It speaks lovingly
Through the clutch.
A 4.6L V8 soul,
Just wanting to be let free.

Clutch in,
Shift into 5th.
Give it gas,
Let off the clutch.

Tearing down a dirt road,
104 Miles Per Hour,
A can of Copenhagen
Rattling on the dash.

Because it's early morning,
The clock reads 7:48 AM.
The engine purrs.
Wordfreak Dec 2016
Her words were stolen by the wind,
But the message was easily understood.
The fence was close to collapsing.
He knew he had caused this,
And there was no time to lose.
Obviously he wasn't meant to cross back over.
He memorized her face,
Every miniscule detail,
And offered a strangled
I'm sorry
Before turning and fleeing.
He shepherded the shadows as far from the fence as he could,
Trying to give it time to stabilize.
Trying to repair the damage done.
The shadows knew what was happening,
And they fought him.
The desired nothing as much as they did to escape,
To plunder the rest of the world.
The crack became a breach,
And the shadows began to rush through.
The fence then ceased to be.
The light seemed to hide as the shadows spread,
Infesting every corner.
He watched as his children changed her world,
And he hated himself a little more.
Response to A History  of Sunny Side
Wordfreak Feb 2019
They say the first days,
The younger days,
Are pure and sweet.
And the hours spent
Playing war
Are nothing more than
Childish visions of glory.
They do not point toward
A lust for blood
Or an embrace with pain.
But the game kept going,
And we kept marching in place.
They took away my swing set
And replaced it with a cannon.
The things I wanted to see
Are now things
I never wish to again.
Never show emotion.
Never show pain.
The only easy day
was yesterday.
You're a warrior,
Warriors don't cry.
You're a soldier,
So act like it.
Wordfreak Jan 2017
It angers me,
That I can't find the words to express
The fact that I belong on a battlefield.
It's worse to realize,
That I'd hoped to die in combat all along.
But that way out is gone.
Wordfreak Nov 2016
It's true,
We are all equal parts dark and light.
But the dark isn't all bad.
You may see it as ugly.
You may see it as evil.
But it can be beautiful.

The darkness at midnight on a country road.
Void space behind the eyelids when falling asleep.
Shadows flitting across rooftops.
Black ink slipping and stalking across a page.
Interstellar light-years where no sound can be heard.

I concede, darkness can be ugly.
But beauty comes hand in hand.
For example, the brilliance of a dying star.
The radiance of a dancing fire.
The rhythm of gunfire...

I have made a morbid point.
But a point I have made.
Besides...
I actually prefer the shadows,
The sunshine is much too crowded.
Wordfreak Jul 2016
The soppy firings of the imagination
Filling an otherwise unhappy day
With artificial feelings of being loved
Before snapping awake and facing the crushing truth.
Wordfreak Feb 2017
"I don't want to live."
The dead man sobbed.
"When life begins, everything else ends..."
Wordfreak Dec 2016
Dear Diary,
I drove the neighborhood and looked at the Christmas lights tonight. The clouds were patchy and the sky was dark. Everything seemed at peace. I had pulled over and was resting in front of a nice house with gorgeous white lights everywhere.

A few houses in front of me, a door opened.
A figure emerged carrying a backpack, followed by an obviously shouting and gesturing man. The figure spun and said a few short words before marching away down the sidewalk. The man returned inside.

The figure walked a short distance and looked around, as if lost. Then they sat on the curb and dropped the hood. Started to cry, head in hands.

She was only 14.
I walked over and she was startled until I assured her I meant no harm.

"Are you okay?"

"My papa told me to leave."

"Do you have a place to go?"

She shakes her head no. So I ask if she wants help. She nods.

"C'mon. I'll find you somewhere."

She follows. I call a good friend for advice.

"See if she has a friend she can stay with."
Genius idea. She does.

Twenty minutes later I drive away, leaving her with her best friend's family. Tell myself I did good.

Then return to an empty room to spend the night. Hopefully things turn out right.
Merry Christmas kid is my last thought before drifting off.
Worked together with a fan on this, but they want to stay anonymous. Note: FICTION PIECE
Wordfreak Jan 2017
A beast inside
Gives comfort,
Yet ferocity.
A place to hide,
A friend to know.
A foe to fight,
A sense of timeless lies.
A monster may guard me,
But he traps me as well.
Pinned against a wall of thoughts,
A chain tied to the weight of myself.
My demons protect me,
As they scrape swords 'gainst my brain.
I'm a free prisoner to them,
Until they need me again.
Life living with depression, anxiety and other demons. Many artists cope with these, and we splatter the results on the page in warning. Right Amethyst? Hang in there.
Wordfreak Dec 2018
After all this time.
One truth stands out.
A cold steel blade
Is still more dependable
Than a flesh and blood
Human being.
Because people change.
But I can always keep
My knives sharp.
Wordfreak Aug 2016
But if you weren't "you",
Would it have been alright?
No.
Love is accepting your match
For who they are.
Not who they could be,
Who they will be,
Or who they could change into.
I'm sorry your view is so bleak.
In time you will see,
The one won't run from your words.
They will embrace them, and love them
As they love you.
Wordfreak Dec 2016
An empty hallway lit by a creeping gloom.
Walls lined with old photographs,
From past, present and future.
These alternate with sealed passageways.
The door behind me is bolted shut,
It is impossible for me to return there.
A shallow fog clutches the floor,
Rolling towards the far end of the hall.
It seems like it's trying to pull me along,
But I brace myself by leaning back.
No doors are open,
So I wait in the hallway.
Maybe I won't be stuck here for long.
Maybe...
Wordfreak Apr 2019
Dreams are just that.
Meanderings of mind,
Willful yet unconscious distraction.
Something to fill the darker hours
As we float around inside our heads
Falsely fulfilling a fantasy.
Whether romance or ******
Remains to be seen.
There are no heroes,
Just self righteous warriors
Waving their banners
And yelling over each other,
To try to drown out your doubts
About their intentions.
Wordfreak Jul 2020
For sure
Bronze has stronger draw
Than silver.
Though silver
Made me who I am.
It started at the tip of my tongue
Coaxed it's way down my throat
And coated my lungs
Sweeter than honey
Yet sharper than steel.
It recoiled, however
Returning to nothing
So I thought nothing more
Of the things that shine in this world.
Silver was what I chose
Because silver was pure.
Silver cannot be blamed
For the sin that passes the lips.
For whatever alloy
Coated my airways
The message
Would have been
The same.
The only alteration
In the delivery.
Our past is shameful,
Mine especially,
Yet they have no bearing
On our future.
As the choice in metal
Has no bearing
On the words spoken.
Wordfreak Jan 2019
Pull the trigger,
Revel in darkness.
Put down the gun,
Mourn your mortality.
Wordfreak Jul 2016
I'm not dumb.
Maybe just happy.
I'm not like them.
But I can pretend.
I'm a visionary.
Misunderstood and unwanted.
If I had a shotgun in my mouth,
You could call me Cobain.
But would you stop me?
Wordfreak Jun 2016
I am the last of a dying breed.
The gentlemen, the nice guys.
Those who always come in last.
We get left behind while holding doors open,
Never expecting anything in return.
We open our hearts, have beautiful minds.
But those we chase seem to prefer those of animalistic nature.
It may come as a surprise,
But I can be an animal.
I've broken more than my fair share of other people's bones.
I've left burned dreams in the streets.
I can turn off my mind,
And let my instincts take control.
Believe me,
I would just as soon finish this poem as rip out your throat.
And right now, I'm feeling slightly violent...
Wordfreak Jun 2016
There is no way
That a lightning strike
Can hold as much electricity
As one single kiss that we share
Wordfreak Jun 2019
The light burns
As the realization hits.
All things end.
Be it sun or storm,
Wind or rain,
Love or pain.
The only option
Is to persevere.
To shoulder the weight
And march on.
All will do their best
But only the strong will survive
Though none emerge unscathed.
Wordfreak Jan 2019
It really is amazing
How a human hand
Can turn taught strings
Into a song that touches the soul.
Inspired by and titled after a Mike Dawes instrumental, which in my opinion is one of the greatest pieces ever composed.
End
Wordfreak Aug 2017
End
We spend all of our forsaken existence Fighting to make our mark on the world
When the truth is that nothing we do will Last in this life.
Our loved ones will die,
Our names will vanish,
Our pride will fade.
Buildings will crumble,
Legacies will fall.
But still we crawl,
Trying to make our presence felt.
I simply want to watch this world burn,
So that I can simply leave it colder,
A small smile on my lips.
Wordfreak Jan 2018
Sometimes a fire must burn out,
No fuel left to feed it.
So it is with many things.
When we lack what we need to survive,
Be it sustenance,
Accomplishment,
Or purpose,
Sometimes we must end,
And cease to be.
Every song must end,
Every curtain fall,
And every candle flicker,
Then raise its smoke to the heavens.
Wordfreak Mar 2017
We all know the feeling of something missing,
But what about when what's been misplaced is a piece of the soul?
I feel like I've lost my identity.
My better half has been whisked from my sight.
Now all I can do is endure until she returns.
Wordfreak Jan 2017
January 1st, 2017.
Another year of survival passed.
Another 365 days lived.
A bullet dodged each day for 12 months.
A mask worn for 31,536,000 seconds.
So I take it off,
Pick up my shovel,
And deepen the trenches.
Then I sit on a throne of obsidian,
And bid myself goodbye for another year,
As I lock myself away,
And put my mask back on.
Wordfreak Jan 2019
When a soul's match
Rejects it,
Only to Send it ever
Twisting, twirling
Through the cosmos
Till it comes to rest
In a pit
On the edge
Of nowhere
Wordfreak Feb 2017
Sometimes it's easy to forget that evil has many faces.
Especially when those faces are ones you used to gaze upon,
And feel nothing but the purest form of love.
*Amor est mihi in ruinam
Wordfreak May 2016
I feel like I'm running out of things to say,
And once my words are all written,
My usefulness will be at an end.
I'll sit,
Alone and empty,
Unable to write,
And no longer able to feel.
I'll be a shattered shadow of what once I was.
My poems are my lifeblood,
Each one a single heartbeat,
In a single moment.
Each one I write fulfills a moment in time,
Another memory in my life.
And once my emotions run dry...
I will fade.
#TheEnd
Wordfreak Dec 2016
Many look at a sunrise and see romance.
But I'm unconventional.
A Rorschach could tell you that easily.
I grit my teeth as the light floods the city.
The darkness flees,
Like a man buried alive.
It's dragged,
Clawing at the buildings,
As it is forced to vacate.
And when it is gone?
I feel exposed.
Ungaurded.
The night is my hunting ground
*The light is a savage bloodbath
Wordfreak Jul 2016
Don't you understand?
I don't fall for just another pretty face.
My heart doesn't chase a shapely woman.
Promises of physicality are nothing.
These things are everywhere.

If you really want me,
Then weave a story that captures my attention.
Create a ballad that surrounds my soul.
Intertwine my heartbeat with your rhythm and rhyme.
Because your raw emotion is what will attract me.

And at the moment, I could use a medium of emotion that I understand.
Wordfreak Nov 2017
There is a reason for the end of life.
To give rise to the future.
As the seasons change,
And our elders pass,
With us we bring new art,
New music,
New ideas.
I hope one day my poetry will be my legacy.
But the end is never easy.
My Great Grandfather,
Much you taught me.
But saying goodbye to you was the hardest thing I've ever had to do in front of you.
*Avus meus sapiens requiescant in pace
Wordfreak Jul 2016
Some say there's nothing to fear except fear itself.
But when we can be mentally paralyzed by the musings of a poet,
Doesn't that mean we should fear expression?
#WordsDontKillPeople #PeopleKillPeople
Wordfreak Aug 2016
Listen,
You're trying too hard.
Take a moment, and a deep breath.
What is meant to be will be,
What isn't, won't.
Nobody belongs anywhere,
We all die alone to an extent.
But it's the things we do on our own
That shape our character.
I know you're hurting.
I know you miss her.
We all have regrets.
But don't let the things you wished you'd done,
The things you wish you'd said,
And the things you wish hadn't happened
be the driving factors in your life.
#You
Wordfreak Sep 2019
After forever
Yet all too soon
We have forgotten
That we did not weave
The flags that we wave
We simply inherited them
Wordfreak Nov 2016
Fire can purify.
It can purge.
Burn away the excess.
Melt away the impurities.
Would it work for me?

Should I start taking gasoline shots,
Light a match,
And swallow it?
Will the bad burn away?
The anger, pain and hate?
Will it evaporate?

Will I be reborn,
Like a phoenix in the flame?
Or will I be scattered across the seas,
Ashes in the wind,
A sudden flare from a dying star?
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