I am in a room

A tiny room

No doors

No windows

Not even a light

But there is only a small hatch in the floor

A tiny one

When I opened it

There is no ramp to walk over it

There is no ladder to go down

I can only fall in this hole

But there is no other way out of this

This madness

Either I fall into the darkness, a place to drown more,

Or into a hope, a place to escape

Will I survive this?

This madness

There is only one way to find out

you know me
know me too well
know me better than anyone
you understand me more than everyone
i talk to you about everything
i vent to you about anything
you know what i do
what i should do
you know what is on my mind
what i'm thinking about
you know my heart
what will hurt my soul
who listens to me even when i hate myself
who stays when i didn’t even want to talk
who knows me without even explaining myself
who hugs me when the world feels cold
who cleans my eyes when it's stars raining again
who puts up with my storms and dryness
who cares about my life more than i do
you know my past, my present, and i hope my future as well
our memory
our heart
our mind
are connected
we belong like one person
i know you
you know me
i love you, my human diary

I loved you in mystery
I hoped I would get my victory
I thought that we had history
You made me feel agony
You were in my memory
And that put me in my misery

I'm lucky
for having you,
for having someone like you,
just you.
yapping all day long,
arguing about what is best for me,
sleeping in the same bed after a horror movie.
I know that you're sometimes a pain for me,
but I love it, even if it makes my life misery—
even if it's from you.
Each day I fall for you more and more.
I adore you.
You are my best friend.
You are my love.
You are you.
You, my love.
You, my best friend.
I love you—
for being you.

i was lying in my bed
thinking of you
waiting for you
dreaming of you
loving you
by myself
asking you
will you love me
will you need me
will you care for me
will you?

in my little dream
in my little head
i think of you all day all  long
a thought, a glance, a song
i think of you all day all  long
just a dream
between me and you
just an eye contact
between me and you
just a dream
just nothing
between us
nothing