I remember the day I met him, skinny body and blad head,
Unusual walk and words with disordered pauses that led,
I remember looking at the sky and complaining, "why'd you do this to him?"
I saw him absurdly smile at me and my eyes were filled with tears up to the rim,
It was hard to look into his innocent eyes, they reminded how gifted I was,
I consoled myself by reasoning that maybe it is karma and that unvierse has its laws,
But then I saw him yesterday encircled by hundreds of people, begging for mercy,
Most of the people beating him, were just showing off their courtesy,
Collectively they pleasured the sadistic joy to watch him helplessly quaver in pain,
Everybody stood anchored hearing his cries while they turned his body into grains,
My body was shaking and palms sweating, I couldn't watch him bleeding,
But like a coward I stood there, waiting for those hungry wolves to stop feeding,
My heart dwindled to a state of non existence seeing the tears in his father's eyes,
I know he was wrong when he touched that eight year old girl between her thighs,
His mother shouldn't have told him to run away and nuture all the lies,
But one chance is all he asked for, when his feeble gaze chisled my eyes.

I try to find you in the rainforest, but cannot chase you in these infinite gigantic woods,
Though I see you in the white dress with that pretty smile, but you disappear till I reach you,
Every inch of this rainforest chants your name, you influence the weather and the colour of the hue,
I was blinded by the clouds and knowing the mistakes I made, I myself shall correct them too,
One day I'll storm, rains will wash away the fallen leaves, and I myself shall destroy the roots,
I wish I could keep the good memories, the fruits and the flowers, but I won't keep even the smell of you.

I fear that slowly I'll be abandoned by the world, maybe my corpse will earn no claims,
My irksome head hurts every second my heart pumps the blood in the veins,
Demure me, diving deeper into your ugly games was perceptibly losing grace,
You planned it all till here, made me so impotent that I cannot run the race.

It was your innocent eyes I was looking into, when you were digging my own grave,
It was your charm I was lost in, when you were triumphing in turning me into your slave,
My stifling body can't stop shouting your name but I know you won't answer my screams,
Because now you'll be gone, looking for other preys, not slay them but hunt their dreams.

Everyday I wonder how you'd think about me in your head,
I wish you knew that I think just of you, laying wide awake in my bed,
I cannot stop picturing me with you and I never want this feeling to end,
But I fear, till my stories come true and my letter reaches you I might be dead.

If I was to write a book, I'd describe that pretty smile of yours in all the pages,
I need to tell you that it's just you I think of when I fear performing on the stages,
I may not be a rich man ever but I feel your love could enrich my soul for ages,
My life may not be a huge success but your love is what I prayed to the sages.

I wish it was me you were talking to, when your friends make you feel unheard,
I wish I could someway tell how different you are from other sheeps in the herd,
Maybe you'll never know that I was your lover too except being a nerd,
Alas, it hurts me the most when I fathom that you are with me just in my songs O' beloved.

We didn't plan that sunday but I felt someone had,
I reached the park little early, just to enjoy the sky warm red,
I smiled at the sky watching the stiff trees embraced by the vine,
Meeting her was enough for me to believe in the divine.

The sun fell down after a while and the sky were shades of blue,
She smiled from a distance, I had to smile back but mesmerized me had no clue,
I wondered about the science behind her skin camouflaging with the color of hue,
Her company was a bliss, I felt her love as a reward that I had no karmas due.

I searched everywhere but there's nothing that can heal my heart,
I feel sorry for those who loved me as I feel I've played my part,
I think this maybe because I am stuck and don't know how to restart,
I start to think this was meant to be, maybe I am not that smart.

My head throbs like my heart, every nerve on the edge to burst,
I chose the path of pleasures and now nothing can quench the thirst,
I stand at the edge of the cliff, memories flashing in my head,
I am mocked by people, my parents cry as I struggle towards my death bed.

I've lived enough with the demon inside me and I long to hear the prays,
I didn't have anyone to pour my heart out to so I write to you in this phrase,
Nobody really cares of you, love is myth my friend so don't get into those plays,
I hate to confess that I lost, but it's no lie that I couldn't walk out of this maze.

I just want somebody to help me with my bruises,
To maybe help me cry and forget all the abuses.
I just want somebody to help me through the nights,
To maybe just remind me that I'll get through these fights.

I just want somebody to share the pain in my scars,
To maybe make me smile rather than change my stars.
I just want somebody to find me in my stories ,
To maybe help me escape and tear down all my worries.

I just want somebody to taste all my dishes,
To maybe just hear, when I am praying my wishes,
I just want somebody to hear me when I sing,
To maybe dance leisurely as I play my guitar strings .

I just want somebody to dive deep into my eyes,
To maybe make me laugh and fight all the cries,
I just want somebody to make me want to strive,
To maybe steer through or teach me how to drive.