I go out into brisk coldness of January,

my hands tremble, shocks going through my fingers

I see your face, all I see is you  my dear

every thought, every dream about you.

Back then it was so easy for us, in the sun, sun ,sun ,sun

Your hair was golden with beams of light bouncing off it into my eyes, piercing my soul

lets go in the ocean washing all the memories out, out, out, out in the sun

this place is like heaven with you, even better with you, with you, you

look at all the people surrounding us, with their big white grins, skipping down the coast

everyone is happy, swimming in the sun, in the sun, sun, sun, sun

looking in your eyes blinding me like the sun with your love

We are the only ones on this earth right now melting in one

from the sun, sun, sun, sun.

Nothing forever beauty means nothing we all just suffer,bring it to others but don’t bother ‘cause i’ll be fine.

I’m wrapped in vines, smothered by this guilt I’ll never be fine unless you’re by my side. I can never be myself again, stupidity is getting more common it makes my ******* skin crawl. I think I might fall back, sleep forever until my mind clears I'm not the girl I used to be soft and sweet, rugged and worn out this will be it I hate this ****

I’m so sick of being tired all the time laying in my bed feeling dead where have all the days gone? Wake up in the middle of the night thinking it all went away, but not a slight chance that might happen


anxiety creeping up I rub my eyes it’s making me blind, of all the beauty in the world i think I’m trapped, trapped in my mind.

i’m not the girl I used to be soft and sweet.

Come here darling ‘cause I feel all so alone without you, my life crumbling like a sandcastle getting hit by the forceful waves screaming out your name. You’ve cleared the mess from chest, the mess from my head your beauty is the only thing keeping me sane. Lost in the woods you have found me you’re what I always wanted to be but failed. The love you give me is like nothing else, so come here darling I feel so lost without you

Lost, lost, lost, (fading out)

If only you knew what it’s like in this ******* awful mind, thinking all the time,

you make me sane, darling. Sane sane sane sane.

You came in not knowing you left the door open, letting the wind take you I hear you screaming my name as you fade out, I’ve been so lost without you darling, so lost lost lost lost lost (fading out).