i love you
like a single mother that loves morning coffee

i love you
like an overweight kid that loves comfort food

i love you
like a dog that loves chocolate even though it's poison

i love you
like a depressed kid that loves the feeling of cold razor blades on warm skin

i love you
like an addict that loves the feeling of ****** flowing through their body

i love you
like an addiction

i love you
if love is the same as addiction

i'm addicted to you

every second that we don't speak
i feel anxiety running through my veins
and i need you

that's a good thing
because being with you feels like heaven

but it's a bad thing
because every time that you are too busy
or every time you go online without opening my message
or every time you close your feelings away
it stings
and tears me
apart.

but i love you.

and i'll always love you.

is love the same as addiction?

i've decided to come back
and write poems again

it used to hurt me before
like it was just a selfish cry for help

but i've come to realize
that poetry is medicine

and i've come to realize
that it's okay to be selfish

it's okay to heal

Get a load of this monster
who doesn't know how to communicate.
His mind is in a different place,
will everybody please give him a little bit of space?

Get a load of this train wreck,
his hair's a mess and he doesn't know who he is yet,
But little do we know the stars
welcome him with open arms.



--lyrics

I keep throwing gasoline on my already burning problems.

I'm addicted to the pain.