Passing cars
Lights flash through the bars
Like paparazzi at the stars
Pedal floor strobe dope
Mettle doors soul soap
Cartoon tragic
Price of magic
Prince and princesses
Crash traumatics
Hyper culture
Catch the fashion
Roses, phantoms
Bed bug rashes
Holy and hazy
Like hearts with glasses
Sometimes time goes so fast
I forget all the questions I had
Sometimes life goes so slow
When I’ve been too high my head starts roll
Nowhere to go
No one to be
No one to blame
But little old me
Love and break ups
Stirred or shook up
Still to this day I forget to look up
At who’s holding my hand
Lighting the way
Making me feel like I’m in the right place

I can still feel your pulse behind me,
Electric body and liquid mind, I’m blinding
Spilling with light
You took me high and left me dry
I thought I’d found my place in line
Somewhere inside your love that night
But you took flight and left me there
Stranded and staring into thin air
Heart bared
With more stories to share
And more pain, left none to spare

I’ll be your bed
I’ll be your beach
A place of chaos, sincerity and symmetry
We can meet, become or be released
We can be eternity
I’ll be the sand and you’ll be the sea
Unconscious we can be, blend and bend like lenses
Earth that needs seeds
Something to frame
Something to stay
Look any way the pictures the same
In the climate of the shallow
Our hearts hang hollow  
In the company of the deep
We all seek and sink

Misty morning
You gave me plenty of warning
But I didn’t listen
Addicted to your skin
Cut just right
Loved how we fit
Couldnt get enough of it
Loved all your lies
Tore it all down to find out the meaning
What you meant to me
What I meant to you
So sour so sweet
One more month wouldn’t have satisfied me
They push me
Pull me
Throw things at me
Can’t see thru to tomorrow
Can’t see you
But I feel you follow
Halls crowded or hollow
I let them all borrow
But never give them our gold
Miss your mold
Got thicker skin
But still feel the cold
I shiver to shake it off
But it just collects
Still no regrets
Loved your distance
Do you miss my mess?

I was a spy
One dizzy dove disguised
Snakes skin, shape-shift, flew too high
Fed my confessions to a beast
Drenched in disease
A purchase steep, ****** feasts
Desert scene, squeezed between
Solarised then soaked release
Rain drips and flows from twisted tongues
Coming undone, midnight sun
The rose grows until it dozes
Secrets linger left exposed
Wilt away until the wind blows
Overflow, afterglow
Jumping jacks, candlesticks
Quiet and quick
Bound my limbs
Frail and thin
Began again
Sound so bright
Wound so tight
Frozen in fear
Electrified
Become the sun
Wings inside
Stole your eye
Kept it as mine
You caught on in time
Our parallel lines
Became harder to define
Ran myself right off my mind
Though I know that I’ll get by
Wrapped up, rough edges, ripple and rise

The more I explain
The less you’ll understand
Some will stray
Some will stand in sinking sands
Soaked and shameless
Fickle fixed faces
Hollow phrases
Too late to delay it
Debts need repaying
Which one should I play them?
The star or the stand in
Havoc practice
Mice and malice
Tic and tacking
Tick tock slacking
Pressure stacking, taxing
Hexes, hacking
Backs breaking
Think need relaxing
Complacency
There’s no going back to that currency
AC/DC
current carries me
Hyper culture comedown
Connect the clocks
Connect the clowns
Time is a riddle
Don’t look down
Just go with the flow
It’s all happening now
Common ground
Bounce of the walls
Won’t let you fall
My go go doll

Monochrome
Was my home
Blacked out in the zone
Lost in the rush
Lost in the flow
Flowers grow all around me
But I forget their meaning
Silent film screenings
Soggy shoulders leaning
Highlighters and graffiti
Tunnel vision on new beginnings
Soft sinning
Sideways spinning
I’m not spitting
Just adjusting, fitting

Im alone
You’re not here
Ball my fists bc its the loneliness i fear
Instead I drink my tears and weep before I fall asleep
I miss your skin
I miss your smile
I miss your voice and noises
I miss your stillness
Sticking to your hip
Now all i can do is bite my lip
I still whisper to you
Sometimes more like babble till I’m blue
Sometimes tears dont come and i choke
Choke me from making conversation with your ghost
“When will you be home?”
I miss asking u that the most
I miss you filling my soul with silver and gold
Simple things that went untold
You broke me down and i started to fold
I asked for it bc i couldnt stand the alternative
To leave you cold
I let you take control
So i burned down myself and went back up on the shelf
The phoenix came and left ashes for you to play make believe with
Pieces which i still dont know what you did with but i trust you wore it well
I miss your kiss
I miss your tells
Being with you was a blessing in hell
Hurts so bad that ur gone
My ribcage beats so hollow and soft
I miss your sight
I miss your song
Weaving around me all night and day long
Orbiting, satellite making sure i dont get stuck or strayed too far off

It just takes one
One sick ick icky slip n sin
And some. thing. starts.  too two to stick
Blowin away
with the dolls of voodoo (there’s just so much to do)
and their thin pin limbs
(You’re just tryyying to fittt innn)
Deep in where your mind tick tick ticks
Your crawlin
Outta yer skins ta
(Get your fix *****)
Hit that vein and runaway with it
Now all your dreams they start to drip
Dowwwwn
Here it comes now!
You thought you’d get your crown
Now your bending over and down
Everytime that eye comes around
Heads pressed again the wall
You don’t give in you won’t give up
You just stall
(You know it all)
Better cat cat catch your breath
Before the the rest get get get you bled
Before the best gets gets gets you dead
And now you know too much in your head
And your hands are are arrre all red!
Ahhhh!

So you tryyyy to hiiiide it all awayyyyy again
You know you’re soooooo conser va tive
You know you said
You’d nevvver liiiiie to your closest friends
But here you arrrrre aaaagin
hiding in a box looking like a skeleton
Diggin in a bag with your fingertips
Ohhhh don’t get to close or it might stick!
Sterilizing every thought that feels too thick
Might be a drag
After all
You gotta lock to pick
The cuffs on your back
Tearing your wrists to shreds
Can you stretch it long enough to make it last?
You know you don’t have to win just have to make it past the last…
Aren’t you exhausted?
Always on your last gasp
Isn’t this how you got here
You blinked
And it was past
Oh now you miss your innocence?
Haha

Get in line
What you been working on all this time?
Fractals and spines
Whips tigers lions
Please please gimme gimme back that dream
Lemon lime and orange sweet
I mean im trying
All outta tempo, time
Just slips right between my fingers
Tattoos and tingles
Hang on I think its happening again
Sell out on my soft sins
Begin again
Shells and wishing wells
fingerprints on the window glass
Crowded in the loud
In back seats
All through our teens
Now I know what I’ve seen
All this time
Rushing hushing spelling out all our white lies
Frozen faces
White lines
Keepin’ up with the times
They said
Wake up!
Theyre laughing in our faces
Listen up!
All the dreams
All these pieces
Rearrange and repeat it

I don’t fit in this position
Some kind of split indecision
Hesitation is forbidden
I’m learning how to listen
Im blind baby ur such a vision
That I forget my name
Nothing is the same
And its screaming at me from every way
Simon says! Sit! Stay! dead play! Paid my way back in the hazy daze say im lazy i remain unfazed
Truth taints, i mean tames, trains, track marks, tie me off when the tires start but shhhh tease em like a ****
Pop top dark art
God loves hacks hearts and umbrellas
He be a fair fella
Four Cinderellas
But just one fine foot will be the tella
Said i sell her
Doctors, tellers
Im just an old yeller
Couldnt say better
Bet big bounties on kind feathers
Bleached ****** leather
Linus in the trap look at that
Now hes back
Bottling his crap
Whats he at?
Stacks and stacks
Conned the king pin
G’s up to the ceiling
Caught him up and then i filled him
But my soft hands soft killed em
Sinking sands
Through my hands

I don’t feel the heat
Yeah I don’t feel the street
I don’t feel the fire in your eyes
I must be dividing up what once was mine and yours
Serpents on the beach
Estranged strangers that we meet
How we’ve come so far from the shore and sinking in our feet
I don’t feel divided like when I
Left my lion on your shore before  
Must be residing
On some foreign lore

I miss you like crazy
Just like i loved you
I wish you could see how far ive come since you
I can keep up
I miss running with you
I want us to rule the world again
We are capable of so much more
Making our dreams come true
Burning up whats of no use
Spring is here
The sun is back
No wow
No wonder i miss you so
I miss your mind
I miss your kind eyes
I miss your smile
I miss your sweetness
I miss your kiss
I miss your touch
I miss your hover
I miss your hug
I miss you playing with my hair
I miss dodging your stare
How did i lose that?
I miss it there
Gold and silver mines
Like there was no time
Working with you was heaven on earth
I miss your cuddles
I miss your arm wrapped behind me
I miss it all
Youre coming and going
Us adjusting until we settle apart but parallel
Sometimes your leg would cross mine deeply asleep
Maybe it knew something i didnt
Maybe it was holding on just a bit harder while you were still there
And sometimes i lay facing the wall but my I’d press my back against you
My back is always stronger and smarter
It mustve known something too