To fill a void,
one will look for anything....

This gap we have in time,
is useally filled with thoughts.....

Of what may have gone wrong...
Of what may have gone right.....

We cry....
We smile....

Like a whisper in the night,
it just pases us bye,
and we resume life.....

Those voided moments in life,
will always come and go.....

Like the front pages of a novel,
they are reminders of our past....

Things that we sometimes wish,
we could change....

Then again it could be things,
We would never want to change...

We will always learn,
from difficulties in life....

More so then the,
easy side of life....

Stay true to yourself,
learn from the past......

And cherish your time,
you can never get it back.....

Take long showers and rub your skin raw
Until it becomes red
And their touch has been washed off
Their kisses and hugs washed down the drain

Say their name over and over
Until it becomes distorted
And foreign in your mouth
So all that's left are traces of bitter taste
Wash it down with a glass of wine
Or two
Or three

Remove all the sheets and blankets
That were once entangled with their legs
And embedded with their scent
Clean them. Rip them. Burn them.
Buy new ones. Buy a new bed.
One where the mattress has yet
To comform their figure

Start hating yourself
Because no matter what steps you take
You can never forget them
You don't even really want to

Take a glass
And shatter it
And watch it
Turn to dust

Leave some
Metal in the
Rain and watch
It slowly rust

I know you
Have glue and
I know you
Have paint
And you are
Doing all
That you
Can

But please
Understand
When I say
I cannot be
Whole
Again.

Screaming in the dark
Suddenly the bright
blue sky turned dark
I love to sit and watch
the colour of darkness
Shadows everywhere
whispers in your ear
The sky is so dark
now I am screaming
in the dark
Shadows everywhere
whispers in your ear
and when I think about it
the darkness scares me
The sky is so dark
now I am screaming
in the dark
Link to the song:Screaming in the dark
https://soundcloud.com/martinavenkova/screaming-in-the-dark