"Who hurt you?"

"my own expectations".

(that eventually kills me)

Even if you've been;

Holding on for years,
Fighting the battle alone,
Staying strong with patience,
Giving your effort to the fullest.

But if none of the above make sense
To the person who's supposed to,
You'll eventually reach to your limit,
To stop giving in,
Like you used to do.

Then you'll whisper to yourself,
"This is not my loss"

You love her attention more than mine it seems.
Maybe I'm giving you too much of it.
and she's giving you too little.
but you love her attention anyway.
Now I notice that,
giving you more is just giving you less.
not even more.
I should’ve reduced it anyway.

People are saying
Whoever is having me
They are so lucky
But you prove them wrong.
I'm a total mess
Absolute disaster
Horrible dream
You ever had.

I still remember our prime time
More laughter than tears
More discussion than ignorance
Everything seemed to be perfect.
Now everything has turned upside down
No more joys, no more good laugh
Shedding tears, ended up good fight.
And our prime time, has come to an end.

Dont afraid of your own shadow
When youre the one who creating it
You can do whatever you want
But your shadow wont leave you behind

Thank you,
For teaching me what love is
For making me trusted you
For showing me your passionate
For playing well in your game.
And letting me be a fool
Drowning in a dream.

I'm pulling myself together
Setting on my new path
I'm heading to a new direction
Looking for another light of my life.
This time however, I travel by myself
And I will continue travel alone,
Till i find the real light of my life.

why is it so difficult for you
to tell me the truth
in anything

why is it so hard for me
to leave you behind
with all your lies

you know, i know the truth
you know you lying
but yeahh.. you continue lying after that
and i keep accepting
all these lies, after lies.

But it is one of the most pleasurable things to do.