i don't know what. silence. is. for. i've _ got _ no _ use _ for _ it you 《****** 《me《 in and spit》 me》 out》 so quick who/can/say who\can\say wak'ing' to' the' rain' {is always somekind of miracle} & thewayyoureadtome is a ^ spite^ful ^dream^ what/for what\for as if #knowing wouldmakeitanybetter a girl has to hope ~ for ~ some~thing to. stop. the. bleeding. you/don't/say you\don't\say
can't keep your hands .off. yet i know <youknow> i'm so rarely On. your. mind. you _ keep _ youself _ so busy you have-so-little-time be | smashme | tween momentsofyourlife i ~make ~you ~sing i<breathe<you> back> to> life & once it's. Done. you {back}step in^^double^^time^^ while i'm busy ...//...mark. ing. .. //. .. mine...
¿what¿ is it you want. from. me¿ peel >back >my >sk _ in sw _ im in my ma _ rr _ ow pl uck my pr ide from your p ocket maybe i can get ^ up ^ off ^ my knees; _ pl ease therearen'tmanybitsleft "of "" me"" a \ghost \of \who \i / used / to /be your lips brought [an early] ''":death:": '' to me these eyes/these eyes so | blindly | see yet,...here i stay }}camped} .at. your. feet.
What¿ do you think¿ my dear do I need to let. this. go. Please;tell me,... once _ . again,... i'm a slow learner.
stuck to your ghost {i keep running from} can't go to you & i can't. stay. put. it's like a revolver One. More. Click. & i'm __ done
if /there /were /a /way to. just. shut. you. off. if; i 》could 》find any{anyone}thing else in _ stead _ of _ being _ your _ mark
be < cause > maybe a kiss meansnothing 》until the 》moment {you pull the trigger} & itmeansitall you're a bullet. to. my. brain. you're {the shot through} my; heart
i keep ne _ ed _ ing to thank\you;though you. taught. me. what I need/want sssadlyyyy It. Is. So. Very. Ha{impossible}rd. To. Find. words 》and 》whiskey makeitalright &there;'s some<kind of>beauty ,...in that though ~ i'd ~ prefer ~ you in. my. sheets.
See○ing○you with someone {new} it's a punc_ ture wound; it's a ra/zor/blade/tooth/ & i ₩anna be €ool but there's. no. room. 'cause this heart's #shreds it's>all >consumed ¿What¿ is it about me that isn't eno[ugh] youheldMyHand 》》》i never asked》for》 it It's as if you - LiVE - to - ****. me. in. late night whiskey/morning gin i make¡ you¡ come¡ you~make~me~shake meltIntoone Oh,...;But,...Wa,........itTtttt/tttt,... When #daylight _ shows none. of. it. matters. it's like; the dawn makes your memory ****>>>ter & I ******* know (how it) always ends Yet; here. I. am. back\ .again.
If only\i didn't feel. you. in. my. skin. If only\my bones could forget° where° they've been° If only\my mouth could taste anything other. than. you. If only\i'd been more than just your' sw'ee't lit'tle' fo'ol' If only\i could be what ~you're ~looking ~for If only\i could stop w _ ant _ ing m _ ore If only\i'd never had-you-in-my-mouth If only\my love had been the. love. that. counts. If only\i could peel myself ^off ^of ^the ^floor If only\wishes could | open | the door If only\our moments hadmeantsomuchmore If only\i could forget you & know what it is was FoR...
the image of you {owns my eyes} play//rewind》replay one _ thousand _ times a [captured] moment you. laying. there. Sssssidewaysssss on the mattress the ~ cur~ve ~ of your ~hips~
dip of your sp. ne i a>>>rms>>> wrapped around head on my chest mybreathyourbreathmybreath [how you] buried¡ yourself¡ inside¡ & i ' am ' stuck ' there,' / my dear soblissfully | con | tent | time •○ stopped•○ thispicture. pre _ sides
wide 》a》wake as the mental musings of howquicklymyfeetcould take me any _ where _ you _ are & no. thing. else. matters ~ there ~is the {hope}less truth who¿ is ever going to to kiss me that//way .again.
som _ e _thing inyoursmile the/taste/of/you wrapped{my knuckles}around now a stabbing aCHe tucked be>>tw>>een each rib [even so] i . can . bare . it yourjaggedblade just to hear you ...wh' is' per'' my name once a _gain
i want to know how_ it_ would FeeL in. your. arms. sob. bing [free] justholdme it's been a >long >life up; to now & i just need some\one\to\be\naked with {but} leave my clothes .on.
135 po _ems should due but ****-of-all-***** i'm still ******. up. on. you. ¿What the **** AM i ******* supposed to do¿ Drank》 all》 the》 *******》 whiskey the ******* vodkaginwinebeer Too yet; here i am on the floor AgaiN ******* thinking. it. through. ******* need to move on; #Need - to - **** - someone - new *******\****\this fuckingfuck & **** ******* trUth
I think you know; how I want you there's so much in/be/tween // us; [that. we. know.] yet i'm sitting here alone how we can run》so 》hot》 justtogo. cold i'm breaking down each ~time ~ you're~ shut^t^ing ^off & i know your reasons }}}live your life in doubt{{{ but ¡these ¡changes¡ in seasons just. bring. me. down. Recall our mmmmmeeeeeellllllllllttttt and mo|me|nt|s RElease your ^guarded^ heart. Be//cause darling, darling If you don't- know- by- now You Can Never Know howmuchthisgirl wants. your. love.
need >>> to let it go justanothernight on _ the _ floor even my dog doesn't wanna hang; anY MorE Spend so much time for/get//ting ifonlyitwere like = breathing & i could be done without- so-- much--- as [a thought] Then; here. I. am. thinkingabouthow I {shouldn't} be thinking @you now & **** it i have to start all over 》》again,...
don't think i. don't. know. i'm not saying anything n€₩ all the me'ta'ph'''ors i've o\ver\us\\ed somanywords still st _ uc _ k in my throat what you left me ^wasn't^ better^ than lick>>ing >>pavement chokingonwhatitmeant the end~less~hol~low {a truth} so deceiving i spend. my. hours. chewing》through 》》it whatijustcan't seem to SwaLLoW
you like to drop, me, a, few, words, from time-to-time justwhenI'monaroll {432 hours with\out a thought of you} as. if. you. knew. & you'll say how you miss me //inside you\ wine & words read _ ing _ a _ loud you crouched^on^the^step^stool while i cooked the food ¡remember¡ how you took me in that tiny room? against-those-cool lemon-tiles----- jeans/in/a/pile my hands in your hair {can't seem to part with those crumby dish towels} iwonderifyoudig how. you. dig. in. un _ der _ my _ skin only. to. go. silent;again & I'M stuck on some °mem°o°ry° of the >girl >i > once >knew too blind to [really] see the PuZZling PieCes of ₩e
I _ try _ hard tohidethe scar you. made. quite. an. impression. couldn't you have JuST p》un》ch》ed all the way ¿through¿ Even a Ga>__<pping Hole would be #better than the gravel that Still. Remembers. being ₩hole
i've gotten a few^ new^ tattoos sinceyou'veknownmyskin one for me// two for you; and >the >gap > in my chest that's. all. yours. & the words & the hues [all the beautiful colors] that I long to hear And; there's my love for the sea/sky/stars an alliteration of all _ of _ the _ things i thought\ that\ i \wanted & i can't find _ any _ piece of the peace. I. once. knew. the time before ev^er^y^thing myworldbeforeyou
icantfindthequiet. even when it's just the t/a/p/p/ing of the blinds & the hummmm mmmm of the fan there is no {peace} #peaceful as _ the _ air _ moves _ across my body E. very. cell. wishesitwere YoU
have to find. a. new. word. for ache. i've used it all up i've worn. myself. out. if i had a nickle for all the breaths i'd wished. i. could. stop. if i could just swallow what you left. on. the. ground. if i could feel anything but the hell. i. feel. now. if there were some edge i could simply. walk. off. maybe then it would cease {the punch in my guts} the hole. you. ripped. out. if there were some way to forget erase. your. mouth. and. your. verbs. if i could. only. sever. this tether. to. you
we are the po _ : ems andtherhymes finish. my. thought. with. my. thought. un\ex\pect\ed out of time so >caught >up idon'thearthechimes any//more wander&wonder; ¿what was it for¿ what. was. it. for.
fli》ck》》ed to the ground smash me down not\be. fore\ you\ set my skin on fire how _ i _ burn _ for _ you suckmein sweet s[ed]uction ling^er^ in your mou^^th {your breath my desire} if only// i were a nasty habit ¥ou €ould. not. break. itwouldbeenough to stick; around
how do I | S | T | O | P | beinginlovewithyou there. you. are. with_ your_ whiskey _ and_ your hammock\truth. & you can change-your-look i see you; the same know the girl^ in ^love ^with ^words, romance//minutes lost in a kiss while i'm just spilling letters pouring myself; in vain & IT'S the gravel and the gl*** stU. Ck in between each s/w/al/ low as i search the rhymes for ~ some ~》reason ¿when will you ¿ever¿ come a/ gain¿
I like to pre _ tend how you broke. my. heart. somucheasiertohateyou But I have your dog and I keep\ him\ near While I'm kil'ling' the' h'''ours sift{ing th{{rough} {{pic{ture{{{s Still. those. brown. eyes. make ~ me ~ qui~v~er & it's not-supposed-to-matter how you sk》》ip》p》ed away while my guts tripped. in _ your _ wake Ihaveallthoselovenotesinabagnow along with your; necklace thank GoD for. the. whiskey. shots^full^of^forgiveness^
{tan}g}led} in your sheets don't-know-what-it-means i only know your taste andIjustwantyouto >come>>again>>> you'll _ tell _ me _ i _ should let. it. go. be/cause/you/don't trustyourself at all in~the~end i need to know the》 sound》 in 》your》 throat when\YouLetMe\in & you. let. go. [knuckle deep] ¡tongue¡ explores¡ #lostinyourmoments I want ...more.
so. much. easier. to leavetheblameforyou {what a selfish *******} just because you/made/the/cut {miserable ****} it-was-my-shiv-in-your-hand {afterall} you loved me with all you had i >gave >you >what >i >could {what a schmuck} itwasn'tenough to _ pack _ up and ~ follow ~ you ~ back because. the. snow; in New York is only romantic #centralpark & whiskey can only keepmewarmonSundays and, in, the, end, i, guess, i, loved, the ocean *more
that #smile liGHT me uP!!! Sssss. Smack. a. grin. all. over. my. face. <<<sh^^^a>>>>k^^^^^ing>>>>>my head So_ silly _ I _ guess {when you talk} trysohardtohearthewords While; the. whole. time my ¡ head¡ screams¡¡¡
you. called. me. beautiful. {I can't lie} it was nice to hear but >your >words >and >your >motions don't own {the same} grace you spil~led ~so ~many ~syl~la~ble~ssss about being vulnerable //owning//moments// workedmyselfuptothechallenge you-had-the-nerve-to-claim- it a_ w _ k _ w_ a _ r _ d no| consequence| to| me| in the end youhavetowakeupwithyourself {my dear} i have only sadness for you ----and-the-parts-of-you-you're--- FooLinG
some sentiment yousimplycan'ttouch >>> or sa [Y] some. thing. in. your. eyes. held _ in _ a _ stare _<< begging^me^to^know only to blink _ it. A. w. a. y
youtoldmeyourname {asked me in} \sang\me\your\song\ & he doesn't give you what you need yet you're still 》walking 》back》》》
i'll just keep sip _ p _ing my whiskey AllTheTimeKnow _ ing the tingle on <>my <>lips is yours/////we could
what do i know fumbling through some limp aspirations of still feeling whole
why did you come and go; I'll never know the wreck in my chest can't bare to forget
traded vowels & consonants rearranged the rhymes don't know what we found meanings or consequence
some mirrored articulation as I lived on your lips for too few hours but you fit so nicely around these knuckles as your breath filled the room [and that little whimper is] the most favorite sound I've ever heard
it's the h _ o _ ll _ o _w of the feeling fingers cl^en^ch^in^g through-the-mo-----ments gaspscaughtbetween the pillows pray/that/bodies/form what's needed then; here {we are} again it'snotyou it's j. u. st. Me
it was your {birth} Day of course you were on. my. mind. HaRD to for//get YoU
I h op e you had the Sun onyourface cold Duvel in-your-fist friends all a round Mariah sing _ ing 》》FuLL BL,.....aaaa...ssssTTT
I h op e the air smelled like Wet leaves&pin;;&the; subtle brine Of your be _ love _ d harbor
I h op e your toeswereinthesand & the waves¡ were¡ crashing¡¡ merrily¡¡ atyourfeet writing your name/swigging whiskey/ dancing. with. the. breeze. ... as you ... watched the sun set, hearing >the >hues > orangeandred,orang&red;,orange/red
I h op e you _ let _ loose _ the tied-up-ends in your heart forgot/about/your/hurt if. only. for. a. heartbeat. (ormore) & yourealizedthebeauty the l. U. C. k. of the world that~ you ~ were ~ born
I h op e you fel{l}t so high you. forgot. the. ground. in those moments you filled-your-lungs with air &recalled; the beauty and ^ the ^ grace that are all yoUrs,...
..I wish all. of. these. things. for;... you on your day{birth}
iknowiknowiknow you are just _ that _ ache that hurt. that. will. not. go. 》》》》away LEss of an op^en^ wou^^^^nd than 108 ,...days a _ go }whenthe15thofNovember}} was my fa ~vor~ite~ MorE than a purple bruise ₩hat was there//somethingaboutme; you thought. you. could. use. [until _ you _ did _ n't] my blind can't help me now you seeped into^ these^ bones &itjustwon;'t;leave me a [lone]
some\thing\hap\pen\s; when I speak _ your _ name.... It'snotquitepleasure and it's not. quite. pain
your face. those eyes. those L. iP. s. Stab a primal lo ng __ing.... And 》》speed》》 me to quips
slimfingersandneck;,..Every inch... how - I - long and #i need ;it's a sc^rat^^ch I mus^t it^^^ch But you. don't..... ||| concede |||
your voice like gravel undermyshoe never sounded s₩€€t€r our words {{failed}} the truth
me, some~pied~piper~~~ reduced to this sniv. el. ing/idiot/poser my mel°od°y play°ed to d _eaf ears left > alone > to > spit >> out >> ......pretentious/....little/.....poems....
...and I th>ou>ght about. your. hands...;... hands that hold coffee cups & £ittle hands andpensandwhiskeybottles and books... & books & books &then; I ¡¡wanted¡¡ them...all [ over. ] me ... #in _ side me... I want t _ h _ e _ m _ ....
That c/a/re/ful/smile you, you, you,...soeasytotouch It was as if we'd - been - there - so many times,be _ fore You leaned into me ....while I》 fell 》into; you.
I still ₩ake from time. time. to. with the [[[ vivid ]]] recollection of the way you would r _ e _ a _ c _ h to{tuck}mybangs behind my ear
to StoP me from hidingmyeyes How you SearCH//ed THem; ....when. I. spoke. you - didn't - want - to - trust ₩hat I had to sa¥ How later you THouGHt me^so^vain^ ifonlyyouhadreallytakenthetimemydear
Learn mywords/mystory/mytruth ,...i know you dont-really-know. I've been s<u<<ck<<<ed in and }~~ s 》p》i》t》》~ out so. many. times. i've. lost. count. therockinmychest is gr\av\el ....at....b _ e _ s _ t
such sweet kisses,... what you saw-as-a-lack-of-depth those times when° my° eyes° couldn't always meet. with. yours. itwasonlythat your ha _ zel made me 《《s u c k 《《 in my breath your touch made me st>ut>>t>er
&the; tiny. bits. stored. in. my. chest. raTTLed about in the last bit of hope; ....I had left.... and then you~》>>>> left Not so dif/fer/ent from. the. rest.
it doesn't happen. So. often. waking with the tears° in° my° eyes° ive gone 23 days withoutathoughtofyou Ok...ma _ y _ be a few the tears flow none/the/less so//i supppse//i'm still st. U. ck I; guess
I think//I think//Toooooo MuCH
keep {shuf{flin{ggg through it'snotevenreallyaboutyou ~ who/who,.. I barely even knew it's the 》flight》 you found and how the ^hope^ you planted healedthesore ...oh hell; I-don't-really-know-anymore your words s. e. E. p. Ed in&p; _ ulled the trigger; on a belief of what was pos/si/ble; a ch _ ance #something bigger,...
,... Ididn'tevenknowthat I needed
It's a bitter bite that now lives. in. my. chest. having caught-a-glimpse-at-what-was-best ...in me,..in you... in po\ten\tial\...in truth ,...but then, a>>>>>gain... That's _ what _ poets _ do _ & the ~poet ~ is ~ you you own. ed. me with. words. Idon'tknowifi'llever ,...,...recover
i seem to have-so-much-to-say to you i want you to know/the/whole/story the rest justdoesn'tmatter how did it ever ...come to this...¿ i've always been so ...comfortable... in. my. own. shadow.
Idon'tknow .....how to stop. it. O Ver Whelm. .ed You. Your words .....voice..... So many things to say, to say,...to SaY You. Your. Eyes. Separate sentences... Mouth. and Lips, lips, lips, That should be in my//mouth. Smile 》》 My. chest. is. Tight Clinching., l;,.... {silly me\silly me} ...Oh. dear. God. how _ I _ could _ love you I know/no/now therearesomany miles, mountains, days be....tween.... & so i Walk Alone,....won. der. ing upon the tortured soul,... ....you seem to be; holding.
be _ ginnings arethebest ...the spinning swell of joy. in. your. chest. the hours con((sum))ed by thoughts,...she/ and /you
pinS. Sss and g _ lass workingupto a 》》kiss reading ev\er\y mo ve me n. t dizzy in-the-bliss
The plung@ing thro>>ugh ...places so Un//shown Un _ sure Un _ seen Un ^^^^imaginable Un~ known
and you knot your. whole. existence; in an ti ci pa ........tion of _ her _ lips Fingers slow》ly. edg》ing closer press. Your. thumbs. Into. her. _ _ _ hips
You'd/say/anything to see¡ that¡ smile¡ ...how; her laugh can-make-your-day And her e y e s will make you w^o^n^d^e^r If you'll ....everseeanother c o l o r.......a/gain
don't get me wrong//it's nice to be wanted and you are so. much. prettier. than. most. but i'm onlyhalflistening, l ov e my chest is chain》ed》 to 》a 》ghost
my mind knows-so-much-better {i'm so lucky to have you} your hands know how to hold me {your lips know all the songs} but i when i'm looking in your {brown}eyes; it's only g.r.e.e.n. that i see
and i-swear-if-i-knew-how-to-fight-it i'd go ****** //i'd go black and blue if o n l y. I could sh^a^ke^ her {if i could un _ . think all the words} i'd give all i have just to savor
i long to taste anything ....that i didn't com》pare to her lips my God howhermouthhaunts {i can't think ₩ithout her voice^in^my^head} i'm helpless and unworthy-of-all-your-wants
you. are. so. lovely. in so {allofthe} many ways i have enjoyed our mo^ment^s {i have hoped these feelings would ....leave me} how i have kept you;... on. the. fence.
and now; it'sonlyfair to s/ev//er despite how good; i-should-let-you-go it's a @selfish@ way of living {letting you love me so} When i'm Not ReaLLy Giving
in these moments you'll hate me {onceyouknowallofthetruth} think of me in spiteful ways you'll want to _ keep _ trying you'll be con\vinc\ed it can be °changed
beaUtiful one: YoU de _ serve MORe theressomethingaboutthegirl i can't name maybe I'm just addicted-to-wanting Or may》be i'm not ready to be save---d
if// only// you// could Let. It. Go. youhavesomuch ~~~~ All of you ripe to be l o v e d And the songs we could s i N Nnnng... Making love>>by reading words youhavesomuch but no-one-can- t _ o _ u _ c _ h y o u & oh. how. i. want. to. Sooooo,...now I sit-on-that-throne ....No o _ n _ e com^pare^^^s to you thecomfortyou'vefound in your dr (own) ing》》》》 I saw what>you're>made>of
and;....I know that it-sca//red-you you ,...so un₩illing To Know Your Own ,...w_ o _ r _ th,...