One more, before you must away,
I really wish, that you would stay,
I,

Think of you, and my day is bright,
When I say goodbye, I cry all night,
Love,

Please, don't go, stay within view,
Because my heart is stuck to,
You

They're like people too, so many surprises,
Shells scattered, of all shapes and sizes,
Everyone has a favorite, one they adore,
And when they find it, can't ask for more,

It's how I feel about you, my favorite shell,
If I ever lost you, I'd hate my every last cell,
So many grooves, such gorgeous colors,
I would never give you up, for any of the others.

I will explain, my thoughts in rhyme,
Thank you for waiting all this time,
You know who you are, this one is yours,
Just to explain my minds latest tours,

I never stopped loving, it hid like I thought,
So when I ******* up, pain was all I sought,
Now I see things, I don't know are there,
I don't ask, because I don't want to make you aware,
Of the feelings I have, because of the relief,
When I told you they left, to my disbelief,

So when they came back, I couldn't take it away,
So I tried to hide it, but my mind started to fray,
But my mind kept thinking, maybe its mutual,
I said it can't be, and tried to be business as usual,
But I fiend for your texts, thirst for thoughts,
I get so anxious, my stomach is in knots,

So I have to tell you now, before it gets bad,
Say what you will, I promise I won't be mad,
I know my words mean nothing, and you think nothing true,
But know this and this alone, I truly love you.

**** or bullet, Which for my brain?
Get high? Or die? Which will end the pain?
You can tell by the title, and the poem's existence,
Which one of these I chose in this instance,
But I see this choice, every day, when I try to escape,
I smoke for now, evade that way, but there is no escape.