I see the sunshine I walk towards it While the sun embraces me I smile I am healthy I am happy I am free I run I dance I sing I am free I lay in flowers I see the sunlight above me I close my eyes For once I am free.
You are the devil I'm the sinner I try to do good But you put the dagger in deeper I try to pull it out No luck It sinks deeper I try again It's stuck You laugh and laugh I try again it becomes loose I pull on it It's starts coming out of my chest Then a mistake You push it deeper and Laugh I beg for freedom My demons overthrow me Then darkness You've won
Why do I do it? Why do I keep letting myself get hurt? I know they will never love me But I keep failing for their tricks They always know what to say The always know how to act They just show me a little attention Then I do whatever they want I break my morals I do what is wrong I know the right path Why do I always choose the wrong one? Why do I keep letting them hurt me?
I look in the mirror and realize it's not me I see this disgusting creature where I should be It moves the same as me But it's not me Who I am is beautiful Who I am is strong Who I am is thin I look in the mirror and see disappointment I see failure Someone who is weak I look in the mirror, I cry I yell I scream I beg I plead I look in the mirror, I ask When will be free?
I feel empty and terrified I'm shaking and it’s not cold My arm hurts and I know why I’m sitting, thinking or reasons to feel safe I don’t feel like I am the person I once was I feel trapped I'm screaming, trying to get out, I want to be free I try to escape I’m stuck someone help me